well... i quit my job. and scared the piss out of garber last night. i was going to fuck him up at work but instead me and ryan followed him to bashas. and took care of him there ( Read more... )

the brightest full moon light entrances me
it calls me forth
yet i have not the strength to move
in stasis, i rot away and dream
dream of forgotten years
dream of the touch of another's hand
i am to be a meal of star-ved worms
my nerves are twisting for the light of my salvation
i rest beneath where i remain as cold as clay
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lastnight-hmm....went skim boarding last night. it was pretty sweet. me and ryan and these two girls(ryans freinds) and ari and this other dude all went out at like 10 and had a freakin awesome time. it was damn cold though, but it stops after you get numb. ryan was the only one who fell last night though. and it wasnt even a bad one. after that we ( Read more... )

i have something to say. im not emo anymore. sweet jesus. yes i said it i will no longer be concidered am "emo" kid. thats just not my scene anymore. although it seems to be countless others. i dont know..i know to many people that have changed into something their not. non-emo kids becoming emo kids. its sad. most of them dont know what emo is. ( Read more... )

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well today was one of the best ive had in a while... first, me and ryan got up and packed up his car and we drove to eriks and we practiced for a little bit...it was awesome because we made up this new song thats sounds incredible. but that wasnt the best part of my day...
then my mom picked me up and i went to my babys house :). im so happy i got ( Read more... )

Hey, this is Sam. Adam never has time to update. He never has time to do much because he is saving up to get a car so he can come down and see me when he turns 16, haha. Too bad I'm turning 16 before he does. But, anyways, just last night my dad decided Adam and I could have another chance. So, Adam and I are very happy right now. He is in school ( Read more... )

today is mine and sams 1 year anniversary. i love her so much, you people have no idea what she means to me. never in my life have i loved someone as much as i love her..

i love you baby.

i want at least 50 comments.....lol.

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