Aunt Kathy isn't doing well at all..I'm really worried ( Read more... )

I have a serious problem resurfacing in my life that hasn't been here in quite a while...and no despite what you think its not with alcohol.

I need to stop this and I don't know how...

SO did this just seriously happen right now ( Read more... )

So obviously I've spent a good part of the day thinking about my father and about the great times he had together. I then realized I made a website for him 5 years ago and it was rushed and there are lots of errors but I wanted to see it and see if I still remember him now as I did when I was 16. I do, just a little less. It kind of makes me feel ( Read more... )

I am unable to describe anything I'm feeling which is why I haven't posted in a while. I'm sorry ( Read more... )

So last night just before I was getting ready to go out I found out my aunt is in the hospital and it isn't looking good. They don't expect her to make it through the weekend. I stayed in last night and cried just about the whole night with Tara, god bless her, consoling me. Today I feel better but still not great but since I have so much to do ( Read more... )

...I’m driving home from a 16 hour shift at work. I stop into a Stewart’s shop for a soda and a pack of cigarettes, and then continue on my way home. A block from the Stewart’s there’s a cop…ok no big deal - I’m tired, its getting late, and there’s a half a foot of snow on the road so needless to say I’m not going fast at all. I cleaned my car and ( Read more... )

Luckily things seem a little better....I'm getting some over time this week which is sure to help with some of my car repair bill...but this means I'm working crazy hours and not sleeping enough. I'm currently at a girls house who works with me. She has the cutest apartment, her and her boyfriend live her. Sometimes it really bothers me to think a ( Read more... )

Ok so two nights ago (Monday night) instead of skiing, we all decided since it was raining it wasn’t a good idea, we went to out to dinner at Applebee’s then we went to Alison’s to watch Dogeball. It was a funny movie but not as funny as I thought people made it out to be. It was great to spend one last time with Alison. We talked about sorority, ( Read more... )

Well it’s been a while again so let me just jump into everything! My family in NC came up to NY to visit my aunt in the area…the one with really bad cancer, who has been given less than six months. I went over to visit with them and my aunt. I haven’t seen them in almost 4 years so it was really nice to visit with them. My cousin Tim and I are ( Read more... )