I'm so over boys waste of time waste of energy waste of space. I'm not even gonna worry about finding the 'right' boy because in the end he'll just come to me.

My life Uhh, Me and Matt are WHO KNOWS WHAT ANYMORE I work wayy to much my life is falling apart right beneath me. I dont know what my problem is it seems like the ONLY thing that can even make me happy anymore is talking to Matt. He's great wonderful and yeah. He actually talks to me about stuff and understands, I love it. Maybe things will get ( Read more... )

I swear I'm gonna puke I feel so shitty. I mean how am I just wiped out of everything like I never even exsisted? I honestly try so hard to keep things together but I just keep falling apart I try SO HARD to make my life look easy but the truth is I'm not EVEN CLOSE to being happy I cant find happiness in anything I feel like the word 'love' ( Read more... )

Well I'm at Marion's house and Marion Alicia and Alexis are REALLY high and Alicia's rambling on excessively about 'what motivates her' because Alexis has some interview at the movies and we're trying to help her prepare for it . [So she'll be working with mee] but uhhhhhhhhhh I forgot what I was gonna sayyy I think something about brownies but I ( Read more... )

Well me and Matt broke up..Lets just call it a difference of opinion I've relized that I dont need a boyfriend to be happy. I can be happy on my own and I just need to have fun right now and be MEEE ( Read more... )

Basically Matt's amazing
Sunday was the best/worse night of my life. I had to sneak into Matt's house secret ninja style and I was suppose to home at 10:30 but we both feel asleep [in eachother's arms] and He sang me The Spill Canvas and I remember right before I feel asleep he whispered "I love you Ashley" in my ear. He makes me feel so wow I ( Read more... )

Well as of right now I'm at Candace's house [good because I missed her beautiful face like no other]

ANWAYSLife couldnt be better I'm so happy, I honestly cant remember the last time I was this happy. I mean Matt is so great he's the sweetest cutest greatest guy and we're really happy together, He did the sweetest thing ever on tuesday he ( Read more... )

Well life is good, I have a wonderful boyfriend..♥ I'm doing good in school [I just finished a packet and a half] my best friend is happier then ever :) and the 'parent thing' is improving I suppose ( Read more... )

Fuck you! You know who you are

AHHHHHHHHHHH!

I just got off the phone with Matt :) that boy can always make me smile. He's so sweet I hope things work. but I unfortunally had to kick him off the phone because he was wayy to tired. I'm so excited Fridays coming and I get to hangout with him. This weekend should be fun, who knows what crazy antics will take place.
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