i have a new screen name, it is: ashleesamantha. i have lost all of my buddies on my old screen name so if you dont im me, we cant talk, awesome. anyway how is everyone been lately?

hey all. thought id update cause im bored out of my mind and i hate doing anything that im supposed to do so i do this instead.

So every night i go on a safari with the Cats and we see these animals: deer, rabbits, foxes, wild dogs, racoons, skunks and possums. these may not be the most interesting animlas on the planet but when youre high as a ( Read more... )

I dont write in this anymore, i dont feel as if my complaining here where everyone can see really does anything good at all. If i need to write cause im pissed or sad, i dont need people to see it, and if i have something new and exciting to write about i will, but i dont, but ill try, for Dil.

Im still in the town of Normal and i am getting used ( Read more... )

So here are some more pictures for all of you that dont see me anymore. Just to let you know whats going on in my life right now.


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these are my pictures of my new brown hair, please tell me if you like it.

ps im drunk in these pictutres and right now.

( So now he knows I love the black men!!! )

school is fun, ill be home the weekend of oct 2 and the weekend after that if anyone wants to hang ( Read more... )

alright, i have been back at ISU for a week now and it has been an awesome week, let me tell ya ( Read more... )

wednesday- the 11th: out with the usual im sure, another night of driving around and singing loudly, and badly ( Read more... )

holy shit, im done with this. i mean it this time, it isnt worth it anymore. i thought it was, i thought time and effort would make everything fall into place but it has only made me feel worse. it has made me realize what i deserve and what im getting. i thought for a while i wasnt good enough, until i realized that i fucking was. then i thought ( Read more... )

insaneness is all i feel right now, my life is moving , again, back to school. i am so excited but so scared also. i like to be comfortable with the place im in, once i get comfortable i have to move again. its the worst ever, im not built for all this change ( Read more... )