so i guess were all just waiting ( Read more... )

and what if i am going crazy?
am i spinning out of control?/
is it all in my head?
someone punch me please
time is passing by right before my eyes without even knowning it.
its either to much at once, 
or to little.
i guess im drownding to notcie the difference.
it is,
its all in my head.
this stuff isn;t really happening,
its just all i dream.

he is the sweetest boy in the wholee wide worldddddddddd

since thoes few days that i smoked up. the night after i didn;t i felt something kick into me while i was at tim hortons.
i can't really explian why this feeling .
its like im high, but im really not.
i wake up all the time normal, and them bam. a few hours later i feel "light".
the time for me feeling normal is limited. everytime i wake up i feel like ( Read more... )

thursday-smoked up, firday night and morning smoked up

wat have i learned...
i get the biggest munchies and i should i went shopping b4 i did any of this..
anddd...i love weed♥

.i love nutella.

wow..its been a whole yeat since i've had my braces off

soo ..today was a snow day, but i've seen worse days ( Read more... )

alright..so how have i been feeling ( Read more... )

today it looks like summer when i woke up this morning. i want summer :( 
i couldn't sleep last night i don't know what the hell is my problem. it's either always to hot or to cold so i slept with the window open but it still doesn't help.
i am in love with regina specktor.
shes the greatest.
everyone has to download the song music box♥
this song ( Read more... )

alright.
i don;t know wat got into me, but after i got off the phone with dave i put some pumped up music and was feeling so happy.
so happy.
like i feel like i can do any thing right now. 
this is great.
i miss dave.
im glad i called him.
we talked about the told times and it was a laugh.
like i feel like punching someting, but not with anger.
with energy.
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