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[ashleigh712]

Does anybody ever feel like they are never good enough? i dont think i will ever be accepted for who i truly am and i dont understand why- i am a good person i believe in good things and i have morals (maybe too many but thats not bad) i just dont see why people wont accept me. it kinda annoys me but i wont go into it

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[ukfabuk]

Aww, poor Ash. *hugs* I know it's probably on a different level, but I've often felt that I'll never be accepted, here, at east for the way I feel about Britain, and that really hurts, because like you I don't understand there I nothing wrong with my beliefs, they are harmless, not radical in any means, but no-one sees that, they just don't want to understand me, and such...

Anyhow, you're not alone...

[ashleigh712]

thanks lol this is why i dont do deep thought and i joke- oh well 'the show must go on' as the great freddie said

[ukfabuk]

Ah, well seriousness is okay sometimes...

[ashleigh712]

im always serious but in a jokey way- as freud said 'theres no such thing as a joke'

[thescottishcat]

I know the feeling Ash. I have Daff's problem, I don't want to be looked down upon at uni for my bloody California newscaster accent, even though it isn't that bad. Ech. . . and this is my most important year of high school, and I feel kinda helpless in homework's wake. . . no sooner have I finished than there's more! But we shall survive. . . that's what horses are for :)!

[ashleigh712]

i have never ridden a horse in my life lol

[thescottishcat]

Well, you should! And even if you're afraid, hanging around them and patting their noses is nice.

[ashleigh712]

i dont have the money to go for lessons on horses i survive on what the government can give me. lord knows if it wasnt for that i would not be in university