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WHO KNOWS!

CUZ I DONT!!!

wow ...so this week has sucked balls

i finally stoped being a pussy as bitch ...it got me no where

but i knew it wouldnt

i feel really lost in life right about now...

no purpose or reasoning left

just days that go on and me left to wonder in them

wonder why?

sadness and being emo suck ...especailly when u have no reason for it or dont know y

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WELL!!!

soo friday was BORING

BUT i did get to chill with tiffany and jessie

we went for a spa day and got pedis and manis

then hung uout at my house bored as shit ...but at least we did it together!!!

SaTuRdAy!!! was RiNg DaNcE!!!!!!

SOOOO much fun!! i looked so pretty!!

JOSH DOWNS IS THE BEST RING DANCE DATE EVER!!

Sunday... josh, jessie ( Read more... )

well... still throughly confused....but this working itself out....hopefully in my favor

friday was chill

hung out with meggs!! which i havent done in a LONG ASS TIME

went to the mall got ditched went home

wes john and lucas come by for a bit

threw a pop rock at a van infornt of a cop and didnt get in trouble

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ALL YOU DO IS PLAY WITH MY EMOTIONS!!

just tell me damn it!!

i want you but do want me ....this would be so much easier if u would just TELL ME

WOW remind me never to play strip foose ball again... EVER!!!

fun night saturday!!

and now i sit ..thinking to myself...
what to do , what to do
i see what i want
but not how to get it
thats what sux balls
just ...reciprocate PLEASE

give me SOME KINDA SIGN!!! ne thing to let me know what u think

sooo..

my life is still crazy

the end.

ps. question de jour ~ what do u do when someone acts like they like u sometimes but not others but u like them.... do u show it and get rejected or wait till they firgure out what they want

PROBLEM SOLVED!!

DUDE.....

its nice to be so content and then
the next thing ya know.....soooo confused and conflicted!!

what to do ...what to do

oh so happy

no drama is soooo nice

well maybe a little ...just bc this one person is FUCKIGN ANNOTING AND EVERYONE HATES THEM BUT THEY HAVENT GOT THE CLUE!!

but other than that ...pat and i ...1 month ... TOMORROW!!!

2/25/05 baby!!