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am i alone in this world? does anyone really care what i do or how i feel? Cause i feel like i'm a nobody in a world full everybodies. i just feel like everyone is out to get me, out to put me down. why do i feel this way?? life SUCKS. i always try and put on a smile and make everyone believe i'm happy, that's how i want people to see me, but ( Read more... )

Well, i haven't updated in almost 3 weeks, i think it is. Life has been ok, i think. I want to update, but i get lazy or i forget. Just got back from seeing "50 first dates" it's cute, but raunchy, lol. It would really suck if that were to happen to someone, but for him to be so in love w/ her is cute. I dunno who started it, but we were like ( Read more... )

i just have to say it, boys TOTALLY suck big donkey balls. Sorry to all the guys reading this, i know you guys think we can suck @ times too. I just don't understand the opposite sex, i try and give my everthing and what do i get in return, i get my feelings stepped all over. Why do i do this to myself? I practically wear my heart on my sleeve ( Read more... )

Hey, well i stayed home today cause my head was sorta feeling weird, yet i want to go to school for 4th at least. I told ernie to get me the incubus cd, so i wanna go so i can get it:). Yet i want to wash the dishes first, cause my parents have been bugging me to do that so i think i'm gonna go do that and see if my mom can come get me. Well i ( Read more... )

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Well, school has once again started. This leaves me with 3 more semesters and i'm done w/ high school. How scary is that? And one more and all the seniors are gone. How sad:( I was talking to Fred about that and he was like, "lets not talk about this, it makes me sad ( Read more... )

Lately i have been on the verge of crying. I guess things have just started to build up. I don't know who to trust at times. I don't really have one person who i can trust with EVERYTHING. but i would much rather be here than anywhere else. For i am w/ the people i'm with and i know they do care for me. I guess things are just getting out of ( Read more... )

well, i definetly can't save everyone or anything. it seems as she needs surgery and, yeah, don't ask. And then my mom gave me a big scare when she picked me up. Life seems to be going down the drain. But i would much rather live it out here than somewhere else. I can't see myself being somewhere else in this point in life. chow for now

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