it's been a very long time since i really thought about it, but soooo much has changed in the last year. there've been so many ups and downs it's unreal, but i've made it through them all. and regardless of how much i show it or not, i'm happier now than i've been in a few years. that is all.
not being able to fall asleep because of stupid thoughts that shouldn't even being phasing you right now fucking sucks. but i'm sure everyone knew that already....