i haven't updated in 4eva

[ashley_hartman]

I don't do well with abandonment. I guess you could say it's one of my least attractive qualities.  My insecurity gets the best of me and I get paranoid without reassurance. I could go into some drawn-out story about my childhood and anaylze Freudian-style the reasons for this, but I'll spare you all. I was completely in love and I let myself feel

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[hernandez_j]

I find that whenever I write out my feelings it’s easier to look back and really analyze them. I think you know how I feel about this and if you don’t I should probably tell you because I like to think I’m important and part of the love life decision making process thankyouverymuch. It’s hard for me to see you in such an uncomfortable situation when it’s not your fault. When it is I like to stand next to you and laugh, and you know that, but not here. Or at least not tonight. I don’t know where I was going with this but yes. Hi

[ashley_hartman]

that's probably why i wrote it. i was hoping it would provide me with some insight. i don't know if it did. i'm not actually sure how you feel, please sign on because you are important and i can't make any decisions without your opinion. i love you so much. omg i love you okay my head hurts so much so that is all i can think of to say to that.

HAHAHHAHAHAHA the funniest part is that the other night i was drinking godiva chocolate liquer. OH THE IRONY.

we need to do stuff. i will come out to the czech soon. LMAO WHICH PRETTY PERSON ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? i will oh my god jay that is the creepiest thing i have ever heard. i love you so fucking much it's unreal.

[hernandez_j]

I forgot I wasnt signed on. Well, I will sign on tomorrow and tell you what I think then and oh wait. I remember wanting to kill someone a couple of nights ago, maybe that had something to you with you. Cant remember, though.

Yeah well it figures you drunk.

I'm in LA right now and I know I told you that. I mean, at least I think I did. Yeah I'm creepy but I have a girlfriend so I should stop.

[ashley_hartman]

SIGH fine. oh yes i remember that too. by all means, go right ahead. i love you.

HAHA shut up you mexican.

OHHHHH YOU DID. i am so forgetful. yes we are going to taco bell. HAHA i won't tell her.

[bieljessica]

I LOVE YOU ASHLEY HARTMAN

[ashley_hartman]

i love you too jessica biel

[taralipinski]

ungh ashley, i miss you.

[ashley_hartman]

i miss you too.

[flowersbrandon]

why would i want to visit you anyway tramp?

[ex_m_moore697]

NEVER INSULT HER AGAIN, GET OUT. ----->

[ashley_hartman]

I LOVE YOU

[ashley_hartman]

SO I CAN END YOUR LIFE?

[roddick]

lmao that was amazing <3

[ashley_hartman]

thanks i try! :-*

[roddick]

and win

[ashley_hartman]

you are da best!