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[ashley_marie488]

It's been 2 months.. and Im still not used to this..
I hate it..
I hate not being able to talk to him.
I hate not being able to tell him how college is.
I hate not being able to hug him when I'm home.
I hate that I feel so alone without him.
I hate that even the smallest of things aren't the same anymore.
I hate that he isnt there to make me

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[stephination]

Hey Ash! It's Steph (Coderre).
I havent had the chance to talk to anyone recently. And I just wanted to extend my deepest sympathies. I can't even begin to imagine how you feel. I lost my grandmother when I was younger, and she was best friend. The best piece of advice I can try to offer, is keep pictures close and memories closer. Just because he's gone, doesn't mean you can't seem him everyday. I found it very soothing to look at pictures, and talk about the good moments. Try talking to the family about it.. or someone you love, trust, and who understands. Your sister, maybe. You are a beautiful girl, who has so much going for her. Whose getting a college education, and making something of herself. Your dad would be proud of everything you've done and your going to do in your life. I wish there was a quick fix, or a few words that could simply erase all the pain your feeling. But, I'm only a phonecall/IM away, so dont ever hestitate to hit me up if just to talk, let me know how things are going. ♥

[ashley_marie488]

thanks sweetie. it means a lot. ♥