I made a budget. For a whole month I'm keeping track of every single dime spent between Ryan & I. I'm gonna have receipts coming out my butt. Sometimes being an adult is fun if you think of it like a game or a puzzle. Organizing, planning, solving. There's something to be said for it.

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$400 spent by noon.
Woohoo!
Cheers to the IRS.
And to us for doing exactly what they were hoping for.

It's early and I'm up to face the day. Ryan is taking me shopping with his stimulus check! I have running shoes, jewelry, a journal, and Weeds Season 3 on the list.
It's cloudy outside and the cats are acting crazy on the inside. Crazy.
Breakfast time.

Nothing comes out anymore.

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My phone died in my sleep and I didn't wake up for work. I was supposed to be there at 6:00am and I woke up at 6:30am to Kevin knocking on my door and quietly calling my name. My coworker, Tim, called him when I didn't answer & thank God he woke up or I would have been SUPER late. Tim just laughed at me when I showed up & that's why I love Krakatoa ( Read more... )

I want to write, something. My brain hand connection feels blocked. It seems like a time of retreat for me right now. I've been having strange dreams, waking up alone because Ryan is already at work. I fall asleep next to someone every night and wake up alone almost every morning. I get sad & anxious & sometimes scared. My mind wanders in the ( Read more... )

I am picturing an Indian Summer
In which we can go back to our youth
Stay up too late, talk too loud
Dance too hard
Braid feathers in our hair
LAUGH
Play
Create
REgrow
In Love

Let's hear it for Summer.