In response to your most recent entry: yes, there is definitely an overabundance of tension within this household, but most of it is coming from me - my dislike towards my father, the bothersome albeit trivial issues I have with you, and the like. Most of it stems from me as well, because, well, the atrocities of the past 3 years are unforgettable and thus have shaped our present and inevitably our future as well. I'm sorry for my seemingly constant unpleasantness - I'm beginning to wonder if I've become permanently cynical and bitter and if I have anything else in my bag of tricks. One thing's for certain though: we need to talk about this. Not through written word, but by speaking to each other; written word may have more intricacy and as a result may very well be more effective, but it lacks something that spoken word has, and that's sincerity, honesty, legitimacy, and most of all: intimacy. There's a lot that we both need to work on, and I promise that - unlike my father, I'll be willing to try to improve upon my quirks. All I ask
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