I feel like I am just wasting time on break. All of a sudden I feel so restless and usually I am perfectly fine with sitting at home watching movies and stuff but I just feel like its a waste. I need to be doing something. And I feel so stupid sitting here waiting to hear from Michael. Its ridiculous. I have things to do and I sit there and think, ( Read more... )

So i have been staying up til like 2 every morning to talk to this kid. Honestly I regret not talking to him sooner. Its like hes my other half. Except he likes the Rockets since he is from Houston. But honestly, I think he is my new favorite person. At least until the novelty wears off. I really hope he comes down, and if he does, i kinda want him ( Read more... )

are in and I got an 1870. I am so pissed at myself. Im gonna sleep the entire day away. Im depressed.

a long text marathon with sammy, alex called. we were just talking and i kept putting off finishing the cake for adrian's party, and then alex said something that was so cute. He was talking about how he wants to get married and have kids and stuff. He was like from now on, any girl i meet, will have to have her picture aged so i can see what she ( Read more... )

I emailed Sammy this one thing and it was like no big deal. And now I feel like I should explain the whole thing but its not easy to explain because of the fact that i am so totally weird and the way i think is so complicated and seemingly unrelated. Then he told me to just call and explain but I think that would be kinda weird given the fact that ( Read more... )

So i have this odd obsession with religions. I dont know where this interest came from, i just know that i have had it for an extended period of time. It really came to a head when Lynley moved in. But lately i have been trying to find out absolutely everything about every religion. I dont even know what I should be, technically Im Catholic, but i ( Read more... )

something worse than the total agony of love?

So we are right now sitting at a traffic light across from six flags dallas and i am so anxious to get to the damn hotel. This is thanksgiving i should be happy and thankful for all of my friends and family and everything else and all i can think about is how much i hate the fact that this laptop has so much freakin glare. When i told Andrew what I ( Read more... )

I am extremely upset at the fact that Evan is leaving to Italy for a week. He is my heart and I am so extremlely let down because i have a whole lifetime to go before he comes back ( Read more... )

Happy Halloween everyone ( Read more... )