So when i do stuff....it never works out for me. Countless times this has happend ( Read more... )

Its like so crazy. Im finding love in my life to be so conditional. AT least thats how it seems for me. My mom loves my brother...she cares for me, but doesnt love me at all compared to my bro. My dad only loves me when i do something to help out. My brother doesnt do anything but play video games and hes allowed to do w/e he wants, go to parties.. ( Read more... )

You and me we'll all go down in history with a sad statue of liberty and a generation that didnt agree ( Read more... )

First of all....my Michael is back! Im shocked im not in bed, but im just so happy that my baby is back that i cant sleep. Ill get to Michael's coming back in a bit or you can skip this paragraph. Well first Ive learned alot of things, and i never understood what mr. marquis was saying to me untill today. Ive realized....there is NO WAY i can help ( Read more... )

omg yes..im so happy! Michael finally called today! That tottally made my day...first i was all like moody and emo and then i heard his voice and i was out of control happy! I love that guy..im so glad to know hes safe! i really want to know what hes been up to and stuff. He wasnt real happy with what has happend at hilton head, but i cant blame ( Read more... )

Arguement between krista and I is over..mostly misunderstanding. Also I told her how it makes me sad how all the time the adults are talking about how beautiful she is in front of me and i get nothing. SHe told me her mom always compares her to me. Actually true, i just noticed today she did with how i wear a skirt and she wishes krista would. But ( Read more... )

Well today i was actually thinking i was pretty. I went to the new haircut place im going to. Its so cool, cuz of the ppl, they are so sweet and just so open. One lady came up to me and was like your so beautiful, then later on came up to me again and said "God your beautiful." Then some other lady went up to my mom and told her that im beautiful. ( Read more... )

My blood is boiling....I saw this one journal entry from someone and it reminded me of the way Michael and I use to act!.....as i have read from their journal..i never want to be like that again. I dont understand how ppl who used to love eachother or do treat eachother like crap. It drives me crazy pondering it. O man i do surely miss Michael ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a pretty awesome day. I got up all except for mrs. guava(my ol bird). She died and i had to bury her:( Well after that got ready to leave with Michael, since it was his bday. He loved his presents....ugh i wish hed take the necklace off! But hes proud of me, so he keeps it on. What a guy! Anyway....he and his mom argued like the whole ( Read more... )

Good day well spent with my honey Michael. Got up, he came over and we painted bird houses....which is actually fun and we talked. Hes weird in the fact hell pretty much do anything for me. Im quite flattered by that. Id do the same for him. I love him. Then while paint was drying we chilled and talked, and i cant help but keep staring at his eyes ( Read more... )