I dont know where to begin. My feelings are shattered and torn at this point in my life. I cannot be allowed to like one single decent guy because of his age. I mean c'mon...21 and 17. Not bad at all. But obviously its bad to some people. They are worried about what others are gonna think. I dont care. They arent the ones who are goin to date them ( Read more... )

yeah so the school so effin blocked myspace and i hope they dont block livejournal because i usually only get on it at school. idk for some reason thats how it is..but who of all u at logan hates it. considerin there are only two on my list who go to logan and only one of which has myspace. uhm so yeah w/e.

Yeah so i think here lately i have been sorting out the confusion and done quite well. But on the other hand there is one minor problem. This guy Austin who i was i guess talkin to, got so mad at me last night when i was talking to him on the phone, he asked me if i had something goin on with one of his friends. He thinks i slept with him but ( Read more... )

How come i cant do anything right? Everytime i try to please someone i only mess things up worse. I cant seem to get out of this hell hole im stuck in. Ive been diggin my way out forever it seems and i have yet to find the light. Im pathetic. I cant keep ahold to one guy. At one point, i had truly fallen for someone i thought would last. Of course ( Read more... )

i fear i have become too lazy to keep up with this. i get to the site and i just sit here and stare as if im expecting it to all appear in front of me. i also cant think or find the words to say. but uhm yeah news is the lesbian i work w/ so got fired today. im excited b/c she was real bitchy to most of us. and all these sirens keep going off and ( Read more... )

omg. my effin wisdom teeth have come in along time ago and hadnt started hurtin until now and they all told me when they start hurtin to go to the dentist and that they will need to schedule and appointment so that they can take em out..im so scared.

well right now im at a loss for words. i cant begin to describe how shitty i feel right now ( Read more... )

O gootness. Uhm i woke up at like 800 to get ready for work. i worked from 9-5. Angela calls me and asks if i wanna got to vernons again and meet austin and im like sure. i told eric i was goin to bg w/ cassie and angela and said angela was drivin. Uhm well i went and picked up angela when i got off work and we went and ate chinese while vernon and ( Read more... )

Hmm well the alarm finally goes off at 945 for me to get up and be at work and in auburn by 11. I got angela up b/c she drove her truck and we left. I went to work and everything and got off at 5 that day. Well me and chelsea was goin to the drive in that night to see exorcism of emily rose and i wanted to get there round 630 or 6 to get a spot in ( Read more... )

Uhm where do i start? hmm perhaps lets start with a lie. Uhm well angela came in the store and asked me when i had to work or when i got off and i said 10 and shes like well vernon(this guy she is talkin to) and one of his friends(jon ray) were at vernons house gettin drunk and they wanted me to bring a friend so do you want to go im like sure ill ( Read more... )