hey guys its me once again have you noticed that i am writing more than once a day well yeah i am. but anyway i still dont feel good but in another way i kind of am cause my ex mike wants to see me and i really wanna see him but i am afriad to get my heart broken again so i need to be careful. but other than that i went to amanadas house today and ( Read more... )

hey guys its me and you know what i dont understand and what bugs me more than anything is when someone responds to my journal and they dont say who they are. if you wanna say something say who you are i wont be mad i usaully dont get mad it bugs me when they say something and they dont say who they are but anyway, i am having somewhat of a good ( Read more... )

i am so fucking dumb sometimes i just dont understand anymore, i dont understand why people get pissed at me when i say something. like i have said before i dont know why i bother with anything. ok when someone is kind of like a friend well you think they are a friend you think they would get over the fact that their whatevers dont like them ( Read more... )

hey guys its me and i am so bored like always and i dont know what i am doing today but its all good. anyway kelly isnt coming up this weekend because of fuck face tory but you know what fuck him. so he called me this morning on my cell phone and when he got my voicemail he left the beginning of puke on my phone and i was like how immature is that ( Read more... )

hey peeps its me and i am back to write again cause i am so bored and jesse just left. so yeah anyway i think i am all done with guys for a while i wanna get my life straight so i dont fuck up anyone elses life. omg did i tell you guys about the cute guy that sat behind me in my plato class. we talked like all class it was awesome and then we left ( Read more... )

hey guys its me and i dont know what i am going to write about except how much my life sucks. so yesterday tory called my house and i wasnt home so he left a message on the machine saying that he wanted me to call him and so when i got home and got the message i called him and i was like you wanted me to call he was like yeah so i said what did you ( Read more... )

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you know what i am so sick of the bull shit. you know when people piss you off well i have been pissed off twice today and i am sick of it. i mean come one what did i do to get shit on once again o wait that happens on a daily basis cause all i am good for is being a slave to people and i am almost to the point where i cant handle it anymore. i ( Read more... )

Hey all my wonderful friends well the few that i have which are amanda and kelly. but yeah anyway what pisses me off more than anything is when someone tells you that they will get over the shit in the past to have another chance with you and you let them and then they go and break your heart again well i will be honest there is only one person i ( Read more... )

omg i am going to get kelly and nikki today i am so happy i cant wait but right now i have some stuff to do to get ready so i will be around .... i love you kelly, nikki, mom, jody, brooke,travis, mel, and the kids tory...... shawn, dad, gram R.I.P