i need a break. a break from all this stress in my life. the little kids in cuda care dont judge me.

i went to work this morning. opened. left. went to pats house. left. went to work. came home. watched titanic for the sake of old times. watched fresh prince. now i would like to go to sleep. in the morning i have to go to work. im pretty excited about getting a typhoid shot and a hepatitis shot on my day off school friday. yipee. that was dripping ( Read more... )

i honestly do not understand what i did to make my mother hate me. i do sooo much for her. i drive jake and hannah around 28/7. yes i realize that there are only 24 hours in a day but still. im trying to prove a point. i dont understand why she feels it necessary to be in control of me every second that i am not at school. i thought i was a good ( Read more... )

NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im doing a little dance. and i feel a little bit like doing a BIG dance. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so im at the library right now and im pretty pissed because i cant get myspace to work. it gets to the screen and then just stops. harumph. also, i have to get my mom a birthday cake. my aunt was going to bake one, but then my uncle ripped out the kitchen ceiling and we cant do anything in there until he is done. thats okay by me because i loooove ( Read more... )

i miss being a little kid. alsways getting enough sleep. not cooking dinner most nights. i went to a parent meeting for hannahs soccer team the other day. i am not a parent. i am really glad cuda care is starting. also, it is official, i HATE spanish class this year. no fun. at all. also, i miss having to rely on everybody, instead of everybody ( Read more... )

sooooo...consider me confused. also tired and dizzy from too many raisinets. yum. and sort of shocked. also, my tooth hurts and i think id like to go to bed. have a lovely evening folks.

wow. i need to stop going to subway so much. today i went there with jake and the girl knew exactly what i wanted without me saying anything. i think that isnt good. also i need to stop spending so much money. im down to about $1700 in my bank account and that isnt good since i want to go back to europe this summer and i am def going to india ( Read more... )

all is well. or at least it will be when i come to terms with all of this.

what a nice thing to do. ha.