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So, X Japan concert finally happened. I don't even have much to say about it, because I've always said concerts are awesome, incredible, wonderful etc., so now I'm lacking words that can describe how magical, awesome, dreamy it was. The horrible feeling of emptiness after a life-changing concert starts being apparent now, though. :(
The funny thing is that, instead of being freaking out and going crazy, it was actually really emotonal for me I thibk. Of course I had the time of my lfe and jumped, headbanged, screamed and such xD but at the same time, I cried a little, I CRIED, for god's sake. And I remember having gone through the concert mostly in a trance-like state. Specially when Sugizo played his violin solos and/or Yoshiki played his piano ones. Could notice myself staring in awqe with my mouth open and my eyes all watery and feeling a rush of emotions and feelings and memories and all that going in my head and in my chest. It was just..wow.
Toshi... omg his voice. Even tohug hhe migh thave not "reached" some notes or whatever, his voice is so crystal-clear, high, emotive...I don't know.
I remember that the climax of the whole thing was Kurenai. The intro with the violin and piano were just too much for my poor heart to handle. My eyes were alll teary and so wre Mary's (my friend and one of the 3 girls I went with). We held arms and just sang our hearts out. Mary was just so happy but emotional at the same time. Did I tell you she loves Yoshiki? since forever. And now she's going though a depressive state (curse her , life's deceptions, hardships and one jerk, stupid men making our lives miserable..), so I guess she also felt that, deep within, X Japan's music was a catalyzer of feelings. On the other hand, Alexandra (a girl I got in touch with by internet and who didn't have anone else to go to the concert with) was a lot more composed, but it was nice to go with hwr, we all got along well quickly. Pauli (another old friend from uni) is amazing xD she's the most composed one, I envy her!!!! she'd never get obsessed with stupid sexy musicians nor anything xD she didn't scream nor anything, but she enjoyed the concert her own way, I guess :) Cami, since she doesn0t work and she could skip classes xD went there early with a friend, and she managed to be in the first row!!! lucky guirl!!! but she was so happy and so grateful, it was moving :) (her friend even grabbed Yoshiki's signature drum stick ToT )
I can only say this was a once in a lifetime experience. If we ever have the honor get to see X Japan again, I'd be absolutely happy and delighted, but this first time was simply awesome. Something we never thought it would happen! I mean, they started when we were still little girls (some of us hadn't even been born yet), they disbanded, hide died and al...many years later they come back, and then they play in some other places so so sooo far away...and we just had them here...that's already a miracle! so I guess we have to believe in miracles from now on :)
Edit: I am aware some parts of this entry are random and strange and meaningless as hell. I guess excitement made me do so I guess I'll come back later and edit and clean it a bit xD
What dream concert and life dream is left now...? one that's a lot more complex to fulfil (and a lot more expensive). Yes. An Arashi concert is the only thing I'm lacking in life and the I can say I did it all (okay you can always ask for more...but at least concert-wise it would be that one :P )
The funny thing is that, instead of being freaking out and going crazy, it was actually really emotonal for me I thibk. Of course I had the time of my lfe and jumped, headbanged, screamed and such xD but at the same time, I cried a little, I CRIED, for god's sake. And I remember having gone through the concert mostly in a trance-like state. Specially when Sugizo played his violin solos and/or Yoshiki played his piano ones. Could notice myself staring in awqe with my mouth open and my eyes all watery and feeling a rush of emotions and feelings and memories and all that going in my head and in my chest. It was just..wow.
Toshi... omg his voice. Even tohug hhe migh thave not "reached" some notes or whatever, his voice is so crystal-clear, high, emotive...I don't know.
I remember that the climax of the whole thing was Kurenai. The intro with the violin and piano were just too much for my poor heart to handle. My eyes were alll teary and so wre Mary's (my friend and one of the 3 girls I went with). We held arms and just sang our hearts out. Mary was just so happy but emotional at the same time. Did I tell you she loves Yoshiki? since forever. And now she's going though a depressive state (curse her , life's deceptions, hardships and one jerk, stupid men making our lives miserable..), so I guess she also felt that, deep within, X Japan's music was a catalyzer of feelings. On the other hand, Alexandra (a girl I got in touch with by internet and who didn't have anone else to go to the concert with) was a lot more composed, but it was nice to go with hwr, we all got along well quickly. Pauli (another old friend from uni) is amazing xD she's the most composed one, I envy her!!!! she'd never get obsessed with stupid sexy musicians nor anything xD she didn't scream nor anything, but she enjoyed the concert her own way, I guess :) Cami, since she doesn0t work and she could skip classes xD went there early with a friend, and she managed to be in the first row!!! lucky guirl!!! but she was so happy and so grateful, it was moving :) (her friend even grabbed Yoshiki's signature drum stick ToT )
I can only say this was a once in a lifetime experience. If we ever have the honor get to see X Japan again, I'd be absolutely happy and delighted, but this first time was simply awesome. Something we never thought it would happen! I mean, they started when we were still little girls (some of us hadn't even been born yet), they disbanded, hide died and al...many years later they come back, and then they play in some other places so so sooo far away...and we just had them here...that's already a miracle! so I guess we have to believe in miracles from now on :)
Edit: I am aware some parts of this entry are random and strange and meaningless as hell. I guess excitement made me do so I guess I'll come back later and edit and clean it a bit xD
What dream concert and life dream is left now...? one that's a lot more complex to fulfil (and a lot more expensive). Yes. An Arashi concert is the only thing I'm lacking in life and the I can say I did it all (okay you can always ask for more...but at least concert-wise it would be that one :P )