well hello again tonight is going so so . its been a tough few days . lets see lets start with i watch my cousins baby 4 days aweek or should i say i did watch her 4 days aweek. she was supose to pay me friday and couldnt because her check was automaticly deposited that day. so she said shed drop it by in the morning , then i called her that ( Read more... )

well hello there . everything is going great .watched the little man tonight . hes such a good baby .. i had fun watching him shane loved him too hes so cute just makes you smile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! faith seemed to be in a pretty good mood tonight night all time for beddy

well its friday . and my days almost over from baby sitting drea im lucky tonight i get to watch christain hes the cutest little thing! hes got a great mommy he names faith youve heard me talk bout her b4, his daddy is nice too though i dont really know him. i feel bad sometime im getting a great and my husband doesnt have many guy friends , his ( Read more... )

well hello there its me again ,everyone sleeping and i have time to vent its been along day , ive been watching drea dustin and devon latley im pooped lmao . i thought one kid was baby . i dont mind just need a cat nap! well we spent the day with kevin and lauryn , kevin is shane middle brother and lauryn is his woman friend! (shes the best thing ( Read more... )

well its 813pm and its suppose to be family night well its a repeat and hubbys sleeping ashlynns sleeping too ! so its just me and my pc tonight thats ok cause i have a plae to go vent. things have been ok lately .hubbys been much better with the baby and it makes me less stressed .met a new friend over a month ago her names faith shes great shes ( Read more... )

well its been awile things are going ok ashlynns getting so big . shes 13 months old now. things with hubby are okay ,my uncle gene passed away .(very upset by this) ashlynns bitchy right now gtg

its been awile we had ashlynns first birthday it was great things are kinda ruff with the hubby right now, dont know what is gonna happen . i friggen give up

I GIVE UP. ITS ANOTHER ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHEN PEOPLE JUST TRY TO HURT ME . I KNOW IM NOT PERFECT BUT NEITHER ARE THE PEOPLE WHO ARE MAD AT ME THEY ARE FAR FROM IT . WHY LET LITTLE THINGS BLOW UP AND RUEN A LONG FRIEND SHIP . IM SICK OF TRYING ANY MORE . WHY IS IT THAT IM SUPOSE TO KNOW HOW SOMEONE FEELS WHEN THEY DONT SAY . IM NOT A FRIGGEN MIND ( Read more... )

its another one of those days today is so hot out i think last time i saw it was 87 . damn . im so sick of people not having faith in me i actully want to do something and someone always has to take it away from me almost like they think i cant so it .i try so hard sometimes and get nothing in return why should today be any different then any other ( Read more... )

well today is sunday hubby went to amherst with his mom and dad . im sitting her typing and getting over a tummy ack ashlynns sleeping in her crib gotta go do laundry in a lil wile . hopefully hubby will be in a good mood . the job thing didnt work out and we desided that was fine and that i should stay here with ashlynn i am married to the most ( Read more... )