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[ashmo06]

here's the deal:  i havent really felt like talking about it, but i have had a lot of problems lately with myself.  i have been so stressed out with my situation lately that i really feel like i am ruining everything i have worked so hard for.  i have really been scaring myself lately because i feel like i cant control myself.  i dont know how to

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turn that frown upside down!

[jroko23]

ASHMO! I feel so bad that you feel this way. I wish you could see how truly amazing and wonderful you are. You're always there for me if I need you and, as you are already aware, I will always be here if you need someone to talk to. hehehe, even if I do manage to find some way to upset you, you can always talk to me about it. And what's all this talk about prettier, skinnier, smarter, etc??? You are so awesome just the way you are. If you were any different, we might not be as close as we are. You've worked hard to get where you are, and it's damn impressive to me. that's for sure. just know that no matter what you do, i'll always be here for you and you'll always manage to find a way to impress me. ASHLEY SIMPSON IS THE COOLEST PERSON EVER!!

Re: turn that frown upside down!

[ashmo06]

thanks so much for your words of encouragement jerms...i cant tell you how much they really mean to me :) hopefully this will all pass soon...

thank you so much for always being such a great friend it really means so much to me even though i dont always tell you or show it.

ashmo and jerms time soon? that would make me happy :)

Re: turn that frown upside down!

[jroko23]

it's a date! teehee!

[hellkittenlaura]

I'm sorry you're so upset sweetie. It sounds like you're way stressed out. I think you should go talk to one of the school counselors. I know it sounds cheesy, but they can help you out. Being stressed, depressed, and frustrated doesn't make you psycho. And you may not be able to handle the stress on your own. Plus, no offense, but I don't think your parents have ever given you the recognition and attention that you deserve. That was just my observation as an old neighbor, so I may be totally off. On a brighter note, when are you going to be in Hawaii? We're going down like Dec 30th - Jan 6th or something. Maybe I'll see you there.

[ashmo06]

thanks so much for you comment laura. i am always glad to hear your advice, and you couldnt be more on target with your observation...i could find a cure for cancer and it still wouldnt hardly notice my achievement.

i did get a chance to see your graduation invitation congratulations! we are leaving to go to hawaii on dec. 17th and will be heading back on the 30th :( maybe we can see you on the way out (or your way in) that would really make my christmas break awesome :) i can get you some more of our flight details later just in case we might be able to meet up.

p.s. i saw the pictures of gracie and she is absolutely the most beautiful little girl i have ever seen! she looks like you too which is even a bigger plus!

thanks so much again.

[hellkittenlaura]

Thank you for the compliment on Gracie. I truly believe that she is the most perfect child ever born. It may be possible that I'm biased though. Maybe we'll hook up in the airport. Who knows. I would like to swing down and hang out with you some time. When are you going to be home in Spring? I really do hope that things work out. Life is full of difficult times. I'm really proud of you for expressing yourself and saying that you are having a hard time. It's so hard to do that. You're a very special and extraordinary woman.

[ashmo06]

thanks dana :) i know its bad to say, but knowing you are experiencing the same stuff makes me feel like i am not alone. the same applies to you, call me anytime you need anything. seriously. 832 577 5457

i cant thank you enough...just knowing that you are there really means so much. <333