Comments | ashmunki: ZML

ashmunki

ZML

May 21, 2005 04:22

I thought I was okay ( Read more... )

Comments 7

eustacia42 May 21 2005, 08:39:55 UTC

OK, so this is totally random (you and i do not know each other), but I just now wandered onto the LJ front page from my journal to see if any of the "recent posts" in the LJ community happen to mention the fact that two lines from the new star wars movie were totally edited, and were different tonight than they were on wednesday--and no, i really am NOT a total dork. LOL

...so anyway, your post was the VERY FIRST ONE at the top of the page, and i couldn't help but notice the words therein, and sort of sense the underlying "cry for help," or whatever crap you want to call it, hehe. And then i wandered around in your user info for a minute and saw that you are part of grammar_whores, a community i used to be in as well (i got bored of it and unjoined), and it just seemed like an awfully bizarre coincidence, that's all. (no, i'm not hitting on you. i'm female, straight, and (unfortunately) married.) feel violated yet ( ... )

ashmunki May 23 2005, 16:02:55 UTC

I usually lock up my entries, but I am so glad that I didn't for this one!

You're very sweet and bold and thank you. Thank you. I'll be in touch when I'm not so busy (later this week).

eustacia42 May 24 2005, 02:49:00 UTC

i'm glad you didn't lock it either! :)

i guess LJ works in mysterious ways, lol...

cheesesandwich May 21 2005, 15:10:08 UTC

i hate when people do the routine "oh you don't need him he's not good enough for you blah blah"
empty comfort.

go get 'em, tiger.

ashmunki May 23 2005, 16:04:40 UTC

I mean I obviously don't need anyone buy myself but the fact of the matterx0rz is that I want someone besides myself so badly that I've created a need. I don't need someone else to feel whole, to feel complete... but masturbation gets old and it's not very thoughtful when you see something in a store and buy it... for yourself.

YOUR ICON IS WACKY.

cheesesandwich May 23 2005, 16:06:53 UTC

I feel the same way.

About soul completion.

+ WACKY ICON more like WHACKY ICON rite?

wchrisloader May 21 2005, 18:46:43 UTC

You created the joy that you associated with that person. You created the joy from the one before. You created the misery that you now face. You will create the scar that will prepare you for tomorrow. Tomorrow when you turn 40 will it even be a memory?