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An Ode to HLB Lighting Design ( Read more... )

things are good. i had this really great feeling as the bus was leaving new jersey today, about how life and friends and the future is good, even with the bad. or maybe i just didnt think about the bad, which i guess is good ( Read more... )

feelin pretty good, far better than yesterday, albeit sickypoopoo with a cold. im at work. hayden's dad is in a meeting, my immediate superior is MIA at the moment, hence the LJ update. im off around 5 to go to the Pres Scholar colloquia/ dinner/ fancyschmancy thing. art history was better today, but im far too smart for the class/teacher. after ( Read more... )

i want to cry, but im in class, so i cant. i dont even know why im updating i hate shit like that

edit: its about an hour later now, still in class, feeling everything at once, but now its different. like laughing and crying at the same time.

reverting to old new sn: lamour is love

ashpie87 just wont cut it for higher education

i cant believe i went so long without reading, i forgot how intense i get with books that i actually like. but now im sad, i read books so quickly then regret not savoring them longer. i read from 11pm to like 5:08 in the morning, saw that it was light outside, got the biggest urge to escape my house, grabbed a cigarette and ran out. it was so ( Read more... )

lately i feel like i cant breathe, dunno if its physical or mental but ill just get this weird feeling that i cant breathe deeply, so then i breathe really deeply just to make sure that i can. i just did it. weird ( Read more... )

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...among too many other things

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