You've already won me over...
I go on break in two weeks! I'm so excited. I'll be home home by Tuesday. God, I'm so happy to be going home, guys. I really miss everyone and I'm sick of it here. I'll be happy to get out of here next year. Yeah, that's how I've started thinking about it. Now I do'nt even think, "It may be nice to transfer...maybe." No, now it's "Next year, when I'm out of Elmira..." God. I'll be sad to be so fucking far from Brian, but I'll be so close to everyone else, which should help. I'll only be a half hour from home! I can go home any time! I can see my friends and my family and ... Joy. Brian considered transferring to NYU so he could be close to me. I told him not to do that, because that isn't where he wants to go. He wants to be at Wash U. I promised I'd find a way to see him even if he was that far away.
Wow, I'm so unfocused in this entry!
I'm sorry guys, but I have to confess. I would be home Friday night, but I'm taking a train to visit Brian for the weekend. It's Valentine's day and ... Well it has nothing to do with being Vday. I has to do with me missing him, and knowing that I won't have another chance to visit him. At least, not for a couple months. I'd much rather not wait MONTHS to see him. Going a few weeks sucks enough. After this? Well, after this it WILL be months until I see him. It's really going to suck... I'm worried about how he's going to take it. Will he be able to keep up a relationship with me when he can't see me for two months? There's the possibility that... Well, we won't think about that, because it hasn't come yet. I miss seeing him every weekend...
Anyway, I'm coming HOME!! You kids better have some time for me when I'm home. xP I expect to see everybody from SP at least once, got it? ^_^
School? It's okay. It's nothing special. Nothing interesting, even. My classes are okay. My social life is extremely lacking. I've been working as much as I possibly can. Every time someone can't make a shift, I snatch it up. I have nothing else to do but schoolwork, so why not take the extra hours? I need the money. Especially with this train ticket price.
It seems that radio should be back up and running by the end of the term! I'm so ridiculously happy about this. I was really sad that I might not be able to DJ again before I left Elmira. It seems that I probably will be able to. ^_^
I'm really annoyed with my body right now. It's like it has decided that it wants to completely fuck up my cycle. Two weeks late? Really? That doesn't happen to me. I'll have gone through the entire month of January without anything. But don't worry kids, I'm not preggo. Just abnormally late for no fucking reason. >.o
Well now that I've shared way too much information... I guess I can go now haha.
peace.
Wow, I'm so unfocused in this entry!
I'm sorry guys, but I have to confess. I would be home Friday night, but I'm taking a train to visit Brian for the weekend. It's Valentine's day and ... Well it has nothing to do with being Vday. I has to do with me missing him, and knowing that I won't have another chance to visit him. At least, not for a couple months. I'd much rather not wait MONTHS to see him. Going a few weeks sucks enough. After this? Well, after this it WILL be months until I see him. It's really going to suck... I'm worried about how he's going to take it. Will he be able to keep up a relationship with me when he can't see me for two months? There's the possibility that... Well, we won't think about that, because it hasn't come yet. I miss seeing him every weekend...
Anyway, I'm coming HOME!! You kids better have some time for me when I'm home. xP I expect to see everybody from SP at least once, got it? ^_^
School? It's okay. It's nothing special. Nothing interesting, even. My classes are okay. My social life is extremely lacking. I've been working as much as I possibly can. Every time someone can't make a shift, I snatch it up. I have nothing else to do but schoolwork, so why not take the extra hours? I need the money. Especially with this train ticket price.
It seems that radio should be back up and running by the end of the term! I'm so ridiculously happy about this. I was really sad that I might not be able to DJ again before I left Elmira. It seems that I probably will be able to. ^_^
I'm really annoyed with my body right now. It's like it has decided that it wants to completely fuck up my cycle. Two weeks late? Really? That doesn't happen to me. I'll have gone through the entire month of January without anything. But don't worry kids, I'm not preggo. Just abnormally late for no fucking reason. >.o
Well now that I've shared way too much information... I guess I can go now haha.
peace.