And from your lips, she drew the Hallelujah...

[ashtraygirlx]

I'm finding that the past few days I've just had to continue reminding myself that it doesn't matter what THEY think, it matters what HE thinks. They may not think that I'm good enough for him, but he's under the impression that I'm way too good for him (I don't think I'm too good for him; rather, I think that we're both good for each other).

Comments

[josiewillrocu]

sara, i'm glad you're saying that you love each other and could see yourself creating a life with him, together. I don't think it's too early, probably because I feel like for a while now all you've been saying about your relationship is how today he you two didn't break up. it hurts me to think that you're relationship is based on waiting for a break-up. i just want you to be happy, like really happy, always, not just when it's not one of those days when you think either of you are questioning your relationship.
I hope I get to meet this kid next month. When will you be home exactly? I hope it'll be for more than a day or two!

[ashtraygirlx]

I'm sorry for that being all I've been saying. I think that gives you a wrong impression... it's not really like that, usually. I'm so insanely happy in this relationship and so is he.

I won't be home until the end of the school year though... so not until the end of May. Sorry. =(

[starrynight248]

The only reason they're saying those things is because they're just scared you might hurt him - probably. Either that or they're just jealous that he has you and they don't.
You know my feelings about this. It's not too soon for you to feel that way. You are in love, and if you see a real future with him then I'm happy for you.

[ashtraygirlx]

Nah, they really do think I'm too ugly and too poor to date their son. Sucks, but it's the truth. I think I'll grow on them eventually... hopefully... I mean, if I keep making Brian as happy as I am, then they can't keep hating me for such awful, shallow reasons, can they?

[starrynight248]

They can't, and if they do still have those nasty feelings toward you ... then there is something wrong with them.