I'm not crazy I'm just a little unwell, I know right now you can't tell
HELP ME!!!!!! OMFG I HATE MY FUCKIN' LIFE!!! KILL ME NOW!!!
Here's what's going on in my head:
Am I crazy?
I've been hearing voices lately, and it's been freaking me out. But today I was terrified at what I heard. It happened while I was playing SA2B. I was taking care of my chao when I heard someone scream my name. Real loud. It sounded like Namu or Angela, and it sounded like they were in trouble. Big trouble. Like someone was about to kill them of something. So I ran out my front door and looked around my street all spaz-like. There was no one there. NO ONE. Not even a freaking squirrel. No birds chirping, nothing. I walked back into my house cluching my head. I was totally freaked out. I kept telling myself over and over "You're not crazy, you'll be fine, you're only imagining things". But then I heard another, more quiet voice whispering "But you're lying...". Am I going crazy? Or do the voices I'm hearing belong to those who have departed this world? I have the strangest feeling it'd the first one....
My father is such a bastard.
He treats me like crap. He thinks I'm stupid. He wishes I was more like him. Basically he hates my guts. And I hate him. He disrespects me so I disrespect him. He ignores me so I ignore him. And I get in trouble for yelling when he provokes me. He NEVER knows when to SHUT THE FUCK UP! He grounds me for no reason. He thinks that I should be like every other damned girl my age. And he flips because I hang out with a guy that's 2 years older than me! WHO CARES?!?!?!?! My fucking god! I wish he'd just die at the hands of yours truely! in short: MY DAD IS THE BIGGEST ASSHOLE IN THE WORLD!!
Here's what's going on in my head:
Am I crazy?
I've been hearing voices lately, and it's been freaking me out. But today I was terrified at what I heard. It happened while I was playing SA2B. I was taking care of my chao when I heard someone scream my name. Real loud. It sounded like Namu or Angela, and it sounded like they were in trouble. Big trouble. Like someone was about to kill them of something. So I ran out my front door and looked around my street all spaz-like. There was no one there. NO ONE. Not even a freaking squirrel. No birds chirping, nothing. I walked back into my house cluching my head. I was totally freaked out. I kept telling myself over and over "You're not crazy, you'll be fine, you're only imagining things". But then I heard another, more quiet voice whispering "But you're lying...". Am I going crazy? Or do the voices I'm hearing belong to those who have departed this world? I have the strangest feeling it'd the first one....
My father is such a bastard.
He treats me like crap. He thinks I'm stupid. He wishes I was more like him. Basically he hates my guts. And I hate him. He disrespects me so I disrespect him. He ignores me so I ignore him. And I get in trouble for yelling when he provokes me. He NEVER knows when to SHUT THE FUCK UP! He grounds me for no reason. He thinks that I should be like every other damned girl my age. And he flips because I hang out with a guy that's 2 years older than me! WHO CARES?!?!?!?! My fucking god! I wish he'd just die at the hands of yours truely! in short: MY DAD IS THE BIGGEST ASSHOLE IN THE WORLD!!