Graceless calm in the thick dying skin
Seething, sweating on a cell floor, somewhat aware
 no one was coming to help
Her head , at last, boot stepping level.
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Poem for Suzzi's Death/ Dying in Withdrawal
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Notes On Finding Out Suzzi is Deadap ( Read more... )

Its Still Ruined ( Read more... )

(Big Balancing Act)  i have no beliefs    no one is allowed in        diedown       don't matter,       perform,    reach out , or expect               beg forgive         you have to admit     step back,      dull      lingers           you move others like a cockroach moves crumbs     half dead receptacle, worshipper ,          eyes like alien ( Read more... )

ill be too weak ( Read more... )

SOMEWHAT OF A Bhudda's Face
Faces of Anxiety
Monogomous Prayers
Anguish/Extinguish
Folding Chairs
Dyed Blue Half Wreaths
Following chairs
Dinstinguishing Living
An Entire Mediocre Inevitable Half [LIFE] Dream and Passable Possibilities

lacked the personal confidence that would allow   one to claim OWNERSHIP of his own thought processes .  Retreats into the passivity of catatona, passivity, w withdrawal from a responsibility, an agency he feels to be IMPOSSIBLE. ego- an instrument for living in this world.  Characteristic of the modern age is an over emphasis on egoic adaptation ( Read more... )

"I think its a comedy about 9/11"
... ever since 9/11.. wasn't sure if movies he was renting were new
..  cant quite remember anything, ever since 9/11. .

no one can remember and time seems to have stopped ever since 911

also wasn't it a comedy?

movie makes clear no distinction --- " in theaters ever since 9/11 ( Read more... )

A woman stalks and kills another woman's entire family at an estate ( Read more... )

Turning to another
Wings on the back of your head
Synthetic feelings
I guess those two bodies were there
Was that fun?
SneakerTits?

Somber despondences

Ive seen the psychotic stupor of someone so eager to please others, to be absolute , to be their hero of compliance when "they" don't even want one. If we are not condemning them, we're trying to rescue them from what they don't even want to be rescued from.Jumping up and down "your medicine is working, Stage Dr. "  You can live as their little rat ( Read more... )