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[ashwyn]

working at redlands makes me remember things in the wrong sort of way. all my memories get mashed up and condensed. i don't see things how they happened anymore. this table, i remember sitting with a friend there, with many friends, and one day was a great day, and one unbearable, and one confusing, and more often than most, those clear and

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[jdtnirvana]

I miss you. I felt this way in Redlands for those two years, but had half of the time off. On a couple of occassions, I talked younger fellas into buying me food and walked over to the commons, and even just the walk from Johnston made me feel nostalgia nausea and yeah. Every time I walked from near Williams to the library area, ohhhhh man. It's incredible how many emotions are wrapped up in that scene.

[ashwyn]

yeah...it is a strange mix of memory and emotion. i miss you too, jackie-san. still no word from the seattle folks. didn't seem like they'd ever be the type of people to wall out old friends. wish i knew if they were even okay. i'm glad you know how to stay in touch... =) hope things aren't too hectic. all the students came back this week at redlands. it has been crazy. i think next year i might teach a class on censorship, or one on sci-fi lit. merrooowwww...i wish everyone could come back for a reunion. i think johnston is having a pretty big reunion soon.

[moonlitcirce]

ooh- you get to teach a class? that's sounds like fun!!

[ashwyn]

thanks for the info. =)