So..the weather deff fits the mood. Everything and everyone sucks ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like i dont know you anymore.

I makes me feel really bad...

I think I still love you....I guess i can not find the words to explain how i feel for you now.

although there is something left to feel...

So here I am at school again...bummer...i was thinking about you...again ( Read more... )

Why do things have to end like this ( Read more... )

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Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 63% Stability |||||||||||||||| 63% Orderliness |||||||||||| 43% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70% Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56% Intellectual |||| 16% Mystical |||||||||||||| 56% Artistic |||||||||||| 50% Religious |||||||||||||| 56% Hedonism ||||| ( Read more... )

So today is Sunday and I think today is going to be a really good day...I just feel so much better than last night. I just hope when I get home my dad doesn't give me a bunch of bullshit like he usually does when I get home from somewhere else. I dont know man. Whatever. I was thinking about hanging out with Mike and Stephen today. I dont know what ( Read more... )

Sometimes I dont know what im doing...while im sober. I have broken hearts and I feel like a complete wreck right now. I dont know what my motive is as to my doing so. Am I lieing? I dont know what to do...I dont know why I get depressed like this. Is it genetic?? Sometimes my dad thinks of the end of the world. When? Why? How? Those are the ( Read more... )

Devin and I are at my mom's house right now! it's pretty great i guess...we had to go to Brunswick to get my little brother and we decided to go out to eat and then we went grocery shopping..b4 we went out to eat though i bought.

this is devin. ashley is sorta kinda incapacitated at the moment. she'll update later ;)

So last night my dad kicked me out. Whatever. I just kinda figured that would happen when Mike called me at Devin's to let me know that my dad was pissed at me. I think it was because I didn't go to my first night class for english. I dont know man. Today Livermore Falls has a half a day and Kevin is going to pick me up here, at Devin's and we're ( Read more... )

Wow...I'm at school right now and it sucks. Portfolio Development. Yeah so i have like 5 minutes to write in this and i have so much to say. I'll start with...I think i'm gonna move out of my house soon. I dont know why but it's just the fact that I feel like im ready to move on. I have a job...I have money...in the bank where i cant touch it and ( Read more... )