it was an interesting night.

i had about ten awkward moments with various people at the west game tonight.

i got to hang out with maddie which made me so freakin happy, because she is amazing and it just made me feel a lot better to be around her.
i love people like that.
that just talking to them makes you happy.
that's why i wish julie would've been ( Read more... )

Last night i had a really long talk with my mom.  I told her about everything in my life that I had never told her before, one thing in particular that was so hard.  Something that was hard to even tell my friends.

It's crazy how life throws things at you when you least expect it, how you can live your life thinking along one set of ideas and in ( Read more... )

everyone has posted except me so i guess its my turn.

i feel like today was another one of those days...an emotional rollercoaster day.  where i realized quite a few things that i never really thought of before.

first of all....i hate hearing people say that i'm doing things that aren't me.  i feel like all of you should know by now that i'm always ( Read more... )

i guess i write on here a lot more when i have something going on.
that makes sense.

i hate secrets.  especially my own, that i feel like i can't tell people.

most of the time i just take what life hands me, and accept that things happen for a reason.
when i fill out those surveys and stuff on myspace, i rarely say there are times that i would like ( Read more... )

it's hard for me to see the light at the end of the tunnel on this one, but i'm trying.
so far, all i have is that my friends are amazing.

right now i'm watching the notebook because that's what i do.
i also find it necessary to read parts of the book.

"My dearest Allie, 
I don't know what to say anymore except that I couldn't sleep last night because ( Read more... )

Lately I haven't written enough ( Read more... )

i'm ready for december ( Read more... )

the world is a funny place ( Read more... )

i had a pretty shitty day ( Read more... )

it was only a week ago that we laid in the park ( Read more... )