yeah asshole
i know

fuck off asshole

stop acting like the only victim
you're a fucking liar...
at least i told the truth
guess lying just seemed easier

i hope you burn in hell.
guys are fucktards.
im going lesbo.

all i want to do is get drunk off my ass. i want to get so messed up that i forget that you were ever in my life.

today was terribly boring ( Read more... )

people surprise you in ways you never thought were possible ( Read more... )

i dont know what is going through my mind. i havent felt right about anything since i found out about my mom. everything seems so out of whack. life has been so unbearable. i feel like everyone is expecting things of me. i feel like im losing control. i constantly feel lonely even in a crowd. im just i dont know. i dont believe in love very much ( Read more... )

hmm i got checked out early and then sat around ( Read more... )

you think you know someone ( Read more... )

today was quite uneventful. but it helped me realize that i really dont give a shit about anything. the only things i care about are graduating, going to college, alex, my family, and my friends ( Read more... )

( this is so sweet )

god today was boring. the smell of paint was making everyone ill in typing so we spent the period in the library. i read seventeen and some other girly magazines and now i know how to please my man and an amazing workout! hmmm sarcasm. most of the day was wasted. ate lunch with hope though as had a long discussion about her boo and things. i love ( Read more... )

edit:: eh. i dont know i cared so much. i guess it was because i thought it was possible for a guy and girl to be just friends. obviously with him, its not. i have my alex poo and hes the only guy i love. so i guess if he cant be mature about it then fine jonathan you win. i talked to vance tonight and he made me realize that the majority of guys ( Read more... )