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[asiasjournal]

I fucked up somewhere along the way, I know I did.

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[lovesuicide]

What happened?

[asiasjournal]

ah nothing specific happened. I just found myself somewhat depressed and reasonably discontent with some decisions Ive made. It hit me that I've treated some people badly, who in no way deserved that treatment. (yourself included.) I found myself wanting to go back and fix things, but I fear the things Ive done can't be repaired, and all I can do is be sad about it. Also, I have such little faith in myself that even if I did go back and "fix" things, I'd probably fuck them up again. I don't need a response from you, just thought Id answer your question. Hope you're doing well.

[lovesuicide]

If you go into something believing it won't work out the way you want or that it cannot get better, it never will.

[ganja21]

I agree, what happened? How are you, no seeing you at HoS this year.