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Ah, hello. This is Japan. Forgive me for being unable to answer the phone at this moment. Please leave a message and I will respond in a timely fashion.
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(ooc: Anyone needing to contact Japan in his games can assume this post acts like a call to his communicator/whatever! Just add the date at the top. ♥)
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(ooc: Anyone needing to contact Japan in his games can assume this post acts like a call to his communicator/whatever! Just add the date at the top. ♥)
Okay close your eyes I have gifts for you.
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Because I love you. And that means I love you as you are. You scared me, but it's nothing I can't handle.
Having nakama means even if you run away, even if you slap me, or get in trouble, we'll come get you. No second thoughts given. Nakama aren't just fun and games, it's love, and sometimes it's painful, but without that unconditional return, it wouldn't mean anything. You can't push me away when you only half-heartedly mean it. So long as there's a part of you that wants this, that keeps trying, I'll be here.
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...I'm sorry. [That's... regret, isn't it? Bluh. He pretty much feels like a bug right now. There's no "Empire of Greater Japan" right now. There's just... Japan, who messed up. How human...]
I do not want to see that hurt face ever again. ...So I will do my best to prevent it. And certainly not to cause it. . .
[...]
And I would never want Marco to leave.
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Bushido... [Leans his head against Japan's.] Mah, I really have been too emotional lately, eh? I wonder how I can be slipping this much...
I'm not leaving you. And I don't want to hurt you so much the only way to get through to me is something like that. For your sake, not mine. I'm sorry for not picking up on clues, eh. Asking about troll relationships... I was an idiot. I had no idea it would upset you like that.
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I truly am like a child... [After a rub or two, he lowers his hands]
Fear can turn into many things, can't it?
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[Snuggles him about the fear.] Yes. It just takes learning how to best deal with it. [More than anything Marco hates being afraid. Hates.]
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No but anyway Japan pulls away after a moment to make sure his face doesn't look too ridiculous and glances up at the sky.]
...Forgive me. Ah, I had a lot on my mind indeed.
...But I believe, though I cannot get rid of those thoughts of the past... I can share thoughts of the future when I look at the moons here, as well.
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Good. We'll start a new tradition together, eh?
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I would like that. [There's a pause, and then he looks to Marco and offers his pinky. DON'T EVEN ASK, THIS IS HAPPENING MAN HE IS MAKING A MANLY PINKY PROMISE OF NEW THINGS OR SOMETHING.
Okay no Japan is just lame, how else would all this manga and anime crap be born huh!!!!]
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Also, I didn't forget what you said about Ace and that... "UST" thing... but I'm not sure when a good time to bring it up is. So let me know, eh? [Kisses his cheek.]
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[Done. Being a baby yes. A soft smile.]
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I love Ace... but not...
[Wow. Talking. How can he suck so much at this?] You and I are different. And you got further with him than I did. I do appreciate all your help, or we wouldn't be this far, but from here on out, realize it wasn't what I thought. I've never loved someone that much before without... It was like too much affection needing an outlet, but in a way... [Shrugs and snuggles. He can't work out the rest of the words so he's just hoping Japan can figure out what he meant.] Thank you. I've come to need you in my life however. And as frightening as that is... it remains as exhilarating as before.
This isn't because I can't forget the past, it's just to let you know, I think it's a chapter that's done. I don't want you worrying over something that isn't there.
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He shifted so he could give Marco a long, deep kiss before pulling back slowly.]
Is that how it is? ...Ah... I am not sure if Marco realizes how much I appreciate hearing that.
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Good. After our talk I thought even with it being in the past you might think that because I was thinking on it it wasn't as I say. [Pinches the bridge between his eyes.] But he's always been a brother to me, it's just things with my brothers are mixed up, eh. What I want, what I need is you. You're not one of four or taking fourth place. You're first, I just needed to figure out where that put everyone else with me. [Glomps Japan in a hugely tight hug again.] My Bushido...
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I had been wondering, before. But I feel assured now. [He moves closer to kiss Marco's neck a few times.] Thank you.
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Just so I know... if I ask you to help me prank Miss Red's shampoo with black hair dye is that okay? I don't want to kill someone Cube just removed a chip from... at least not when it would just prove how little control I have on my temper of late, eh.
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