Miss your long blonde hair miss your sweet blue eyes
I even miss your bitching dont even ask my why
I lost myself somewhere somewhere back behind
Gotta help me find myself... no longer by my side

That had to be the biggest mistake i've ever made in my entire life...I loved you and you loved me and everything was so fucking perfect. And as usual i went ( Read more... )

These nights I get high just from breathing
When I lie here with you I'm sure that I'm real
like that firework over the freeway
I could stay here all day

I cant explain it..you make me feel amazing and i love you and i dont ever want that to go away i would do anything for you...and you mean the world to me. dont ever ever forget that love.

( Read more... )

Of course whenever i leave florida it doesnt rain much and it hits 80. And whenever i come to michigan it blizzards. whatever i love it here. i love MI. call me crazy cause i've heard everyone here complain about the weather and how theres nothing to do. I just randomly decided to show up with tyreke at her windowsill. yeah her eyes were huge. i ( Read more... )

Props to danielle for making me this shweet shit

FallingFromGr4ce: if it looks gay dont blame it on me

ok so if you think it looks gay comment and blame it on danielle. but really its a lot better than before because uh dk how ta work lj still cuz i dont care

havent updated in a while. not like anyone reads this anyways? so sunday night i couldnt sleep. luckily Tyreke's like a fuckin insomniac so around 1am i was like dude lets go bowling......we went bowling? got home around 4am...slept for about 2 hours ...went to school. uh slept at school. all my teachers were bitchs and said the same damn thing "Oh ( Read more... )

I flew in yesterday and stayed with matt. We went and saw her. jesus christ it was so much fun it really was. this is the happiest i've been in so long. we stopped at her house around 10 or 11 and talked for a few minutes....and i was satisfied with just that just seeing her again...and then she fuckin called matts cell. and said she wanted to see ( Read more... )

Christmas is too busy of a holiday filled with emptiness for me. I went to my parents house the other night to drop off some presents..because for some god damn awful reason i feel like i should still try for them. My dad was home, said my mom left him again...he looked like he'd been drinking for days and i helped try to clean him up but he didnt ( Read more... )

I have this image dug into my brain that i think about whenever i drink, whenever i lay awake in bed, whenever i think about her, whenever she talks to me, i have this image of the night where she was sitting on her front porch crying in the cold dark shadows of the night and i stood across her lawn...i didnt say a word and she looked up and we ( Read more... )

Picture's on the wall just waiting there to fall ( Read more... )