i'll peel back the skin from my head let the sun melt you from my memory. i'll drink myself to sleep to escape the nightmares of being awake.

I had these dreams that i learned to play guitar
maybe cross the country
become a rock star
and there was hope in me that i could take you there
but dammit you're so young
well i don't think i care
and if i hurt you
then i'm sorry
please don't think that this was easy

Everything around me resembles something in you.
Do you remember our first kiss? Do you remember the nights where nothing else mattered?
The nights when our age was set aside, along with our titles?
Do you recall the way I made you feel everytime we shared a suculant kiss?
How about when you would ask me if I was alright, if everything was OK?
Well now ( Read more... )

The past 2 days have been really hard, stressful i guess.  mainly cuz molly's been sick i love her and i just want her to be better..... and i've been going in and out of the hospital getting my nerves looked at in my arm. docs say it isnt looking good. i feel like shit....my guitar, my band...music its my life wtf am i suppose to do if  my left ( Read more... )

I'm never going to cry again"
It was the first lie that she told me
But what could i say except
"I wish you never had to in the first place"?
And even though you feel small and scared
I hope you know I need you more than air
She fights a losing battle that I can't even bear to watch
And I'd tear out my eyes (but) my hands are tied
I cannot save her ( Read more... )

Sweetest day..i always thought it was sucha joke. and well i still think its kinda weird but i think it meant a lot to molly...she said didnt have to buy her anything. but wtf im her boyfriend and i love the little lady so i surprised her with some flowers..and yeah i'm glad i did bcuz she was really happy ( Read more... )

late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal ( Read more... )

we used to roll the windows down
and play the music loud
smoking out in her car
think its where it stole my heart
and we’d get drunk and kiss
our bodies twist like shoe laces.
And we never came out on top;
I guess you were just my type.
You know that summer never stopped.
I still pretend I’m there.
Bands in the living room,
neighbors ain’t never ( Read more... )

love is just another word for pain
it's a broken record repeating the same thing
when you want it it's not there
when you have it you don't care
when i lose it in the end...

the heartbreak, the heartache is more than i wanted
we gave up, we made up
it's not like you cared
deception, depression is all that i've got
am i losing what's there

and i've made up my ( Read more... )

And all day it seems we've been in between
the past and future town
We are nowhere and it's now
We are nowhere and it's now
and for a ten minute dream in the passenger's seat
while the world was flying by
you haven't been gone very long
but it feels like a life time
I've been sleeping so strange at night
Side effects they don't advertise
I've been sleeping ( Read more... )