ugh, im getting depressed. I dont know whats wrong with me right now. I hate it whenever this happens. Nothing has really gone my way lately, even though i always seem to act like it does. I wish that derek or somebody was there for me to talk to. Who could i talk to at 2:06 in the morning? Nobody, of course.

I have to be up at 8 in the morning for ( Read more... )

my parents suck so bad. they treat me like im 6 years old, i hate it so bad.

adrienne seems to be mad at me for no reason at all. oh well.

i really have nothing to say. Except its extremly cold outside.

oh yeah, i'll leave yall with this..


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Yesterday i spent my whole day at tha mall. A good 25 minutes with Markie and Vince, but thats okay ( Read more... )

Just got back from a day of shopping with adrienne. It was fun, shes one of tha best people to hang out with! I saw derek at tha mall, yay!

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So i went to school till i was done w/ my exams, and i called my momma in tha bathroom makin sure that she called the office and told them that i was leaving. She says that they wouldn't allow me to go home since i didnt bring a note in on Tuesday. What tha fuck? So when i was done with my last exam at 11:20 amy, megan, hannah, and taylor come in ( Read more... )

just a half more day of school left for me, i think i can make it ( Read more... )

2 new friends- markie and vince! yay! ..i love meetin new people!
I made Markie a picture last night to go along with andys graduation picture. Sorry about that, that was that worst picture ever : ( but i tried..

School went well today. Nothing too big happened, surprisingly.

Derek called me last night, we talked till 4 this morning - untill ( Read more... )

okay, model is turnin into some crazy ass place. Yesterday a girl got arrested at our school for beatin up a girl. Today 8 people took a bunch of bad pills and o.d. and we had tha whole hospital at our school practically. They had to go to the hospital and get all of their stomches pumped, they are about stupid. So anyways ( Read more... )

i've been tryin to think of what to get adrienne and andy for christmas. We have never gave each other gifts before, but i think that we're mature enough now and actually really love each other now.. its about time for that too ( Read more... )

whew, its been soo stressful lately. Theres a gay fuckin rumor that me and ben chandler screwed this past weekend. I don't even understand why jealous bitches make up that kind of stuff, so i'm not even going to worry about it. I couldn't sleep at all last night because of all tha dRaMa. I watched Adrienne bake some pumpkin pie, and she made an ( Read more... )