Comments | asjb4: I just feel.

asjb4

I just feel.

Jan 15, 2006 00:59

I feel as though my boyfriend should want to be with me ( Read more... )

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maharo January 16 2006, 02:02:45 UTC

Aw babe. I'm sorry. Love, relationships, those familial, platonic, and romantic, can be a confusing experiance, no matter how old we get. All we can do, is focus on ourselves. As narcisistic as that sounds, it actually isn't. If we can fully love ourselves, we can love others. We can have good relationships with others. You have to be comfortable in your own skin. Maybe you need to find that comfort. It seems like maybe your lacking this. Since you feel all these emotions about being asain. Not that I'm discounting them of course. It's an issue many "americans" have to deal with. My boyfriend for example, is half puerto rican, half white, He doesn't look "puerto rican" at all. He could feel like he has no one to identify with, but he doesn't care that much about that, because he's just himself ( ... )

asjb4 January 17 2006, 06:57:25 UTC

You're beautiful because your asian

That right there. That's what I hate more than anything (okay I hate the conferderate flag more). But, you're beautiful because you're Owen. Not because you're white. How first off, how weird would it be if Jesse told you, "You're such a beautiful white girl." Second if someone said, you're beautiful because you're not black/asian/hispanic/etc. That is what I was talking about.

I have a lot of confidence, maybe too much at times. But I'm also aware of my surroundings and what people think and say.

Now that I've been a total bitch...

I do appreciate your comment, it's people like you that really help bitter people like myself get through things. So I thank you for that. And I've never diliked a rambler. I quite fancy them :-)

because I don't think my email client worked... maharo January 17 2006, 17:33:43 UTC

This is what I tried to post from the email notice...so if you already read this forgive me ( ... )