Shy, dreamy, romantic in nature, you delight in retreating into your private fantasy world. Just be careful that you do not get lost in it.

this is so hard for me. being alone. too alone. without my cat i'd probably die. why do i let myself get in these pickles. why can't i take a hint ( Read more... )

So I just got back from Anthony's wake. Officially the first wake where I knew the person who passed away. It was a battle to actually go in, but I feel like I did the right thing. ALOT of people were there which I hope made his family happy. Only hung out with him a few times. Smoked once or twice... he was a pretty awesome kid. cute too. I ( Read more... )

sooo yesterday was absolutely gorgeous out. After school me and marta took the train to hunter and met jacki and smoked in central park. we started on 68th and ended up on 80th to 72nd to see the imagine memorial. we had ice cream and sat in front of the building he used to live in. The architecture was so pretty. We went back in the park and saw ( Read more... )

Tonight I can write the saddest lines ( Read more... )

my tummy hurts and no one is here to rub it :[ i'm kindof sleepy but it's kindof early for a friday night. tv doesn't interested me as much anymore. i could be doing homework or studying. i finally got my webcam thingy working and i've been on it with alina for an hour or so haha seriously when she's in philadelphia i feel like she's right here ( Read more... )

floaty and high. today was alright. my history teacher is nuts but i love him. he turned around, combed his hair over his face to look like hitler and recited a five minute speech to perfection it was amazing but fucking funny as hell. He started hitting himself and the blackboard in anger it was beautiful. marta even heard it in her classroom ( Read more... )

lying in bed. i don't know. i've been feeling alot lately. just everything. the verb, to feel. i hate being emotional and passionate over what's nothing to the next person. i live on hopes and dreams and high expecations for myself and others around me ( Read more... )

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i'm nineteen and my life has been going alot better lately :] just everything. I'm so excited. my bffl is here from phili and i'm going back with her tomorrow until saturday and we're going to frolic and buy doggy style keychain and condom king ( Read more... )