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Lost in the sun on a cloudy day.
I don't know why but I guess I'm gonna stay.
The life of chaos comes together,
but I can't seem to trust this weather.
And the wind will blow on my back door
And the comfort I'm feeling is what I want to ignore.
But all I want to do is be back where I was before.
Chaos Robot no more?

I'm craving a hot day and a cold outdoor swimming pool right now. How great would that be? I guess I could go for a cold day and a hot outdoor swimming pool... A trip to the hot Springs may be in the near future.

Ahhhh.... My life is great. You guys all suck balls.

RRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGG!!!!

I like You and me with toasty toes,
piles of blankets and no clothes.
We get our morning music fix,
Make some tea and share a kiss.
Strum the guitar for an hour or two,
You smile at me. I wink at you.
It's mornings like this
That make it hard
to stay out of love
with you.

I know Dark nights
and dark dark days.
I see bright lights from deep inside
the faraway home i dont know.
I'll be there eventually, but for now
it's all black black ash
and bottlecaps.
Blurred mornings get my anxious.
I Shake my head and start again.
Take a sip.
Brain Drips.
Heart skips
one beat.

Dear Mom and Dad,

Thanks for everything, but fuck you.

Love,
Tara

I'm here to make an ass of myself.

ASS.

sick
laid off
tired
I might go to my parents' house for a night or two and have my mom take care of me. She's pretty good at that.