ever have a day where nothing really bad happens, you just look back on it and feel like a sac of crap? I feel like i've had a horrible day, but when i reaize that i really have no reason to be down, i feel as if i'm deserving of punishment for some reason... which really doesnt help the mood. I dont know what i want or need to make this day ( Read more... )

Ohlone is going well.  I'm enjoying being in college already and its only my second day.  Having to sit through a second 3 hours of english wasnt my idea of fun but better safe than sorry.  If i forfeit my tuesday class and dont manage to add the monday class, then im screwed so it looks like it may be one more week of two nights in a row with 3 ( Read more... )

what a wonderfully perfect day... Filled to the brim with great stuff. I woke up early at 8 o'clock (yesss!), got ready to go, picked up Carri, and we were on the road by 8:40. Perfect. No traffic all the way to boulder creek, we arive at boulder creek around 9:20. Start on the trail, take almost every trail-blazing opportunity presented to us ( ( Read more... )

i have a perplexion on my mind of late. I have reached a crossroads in my life, in several different aspects... college career, profession, and otherwise. To those who would like to hear more, i am sorry for the aparent shroud of secrecy conserning these crossroads... as my my priorities and morals become clearer to me, my options and decisions ( Read more... )

Today was another good day spent with my Steph. She really is an amazing person. She's done a lot for me in the way of keeping me happy... i'm pretty positive that she has no idea how important she is to me or how much she lights up my life. I'm goin through a pretty hard time now financially and with my mom in the condition she's in... she's ( Read more... )

A day with a wide range of happenings. Mom came home from the hospital today and it did her no good. The doctors are considering another back surgery as an option now because it has become obvious that more or stronger medication is not the answer. Last night (well more like really early last morning), austin came over cuz we havent talked in a ( Read more... )

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How happy can one man be??  This happy.  I'm soo... content and thankful for my current situation.  this sounds horribly corney but i just feel like singing.  I've been singing all morning.  I'm just full of exuberant happiness and im happy... hahaha i wish there were more words but exuberant and happy are all i can think of now to describe how i ( Read more... )

I can't even begin to say how perfect tonight was... I am absolutely... i cant even think of a word... happy i guess, but it doesnt really seem to do this feeling justice.  Inspired ... i think that covers it a little better.  I was, admittantly expecting to have fun... but it was really amazing... i mean really really.  There just arent words to ( Read more... )