went to alemany today....i must say i cant see myself going there ( Read more... )

...saturday ( Read more... )

if you know if there is going to be a postal service concert please comment.

oh joy oh grand. i woke up at 3 o clock. i watched amelie<

well i woke up with a splitting headache. it hurt like a mofo. has anyone ever seen the aftermath of 3 parties in one night? its not pretty. after a while of cleaning and singing and searching for some fucking batteries <

.i love kai. i love kai. i love kai. kais my bestest friend.

.well things were pretty hectic today. i got 4 hours of sleep cuz i was cleaning, and then i woke up and cleaned more. found out kais parents didn't allow her to go to her own suprise party. called people, broke the news to kai, and teared. was told she was going anyway, called people ( Read more... )

.i feel under-appreciated.

.sometimes i think why, why can't i look at her the same anymore, i wish i could, but there is a void that blocks us from how it "used to be".

.please help me tomorrow God. i am not prepared at all.

.i need you so much closer.

i just woke up and there is no one in the house.
has God finally answered my prayers?