So good moods bever last long ( Read more... )

So things are progressivley getting better ( Read more... )

Wow...so today...I did awesome...I had ISS today...so I basically kicked butt and did all the work I needed to...and hopefully my grades will come up...then I left school feeling ok...went to work...that kinda sucked but I toughed it out and got through it ( Read more... )

Well I came home today after school...talked to both RJ and Britty...everything is ok...they arent mad at me...we talked it all out...so now everyone can drop it...things are turning back to normal..and thats all I care about I was afraid I was gonna loose RJ's friendship...but he reassured me he would have to be dead before me and him werent gonne ( Read more... )

yeah so people are killing me...I dont know what to do...I am to my breaking point completley...OK RJ I left an hour early from Radford to come see if you were ok...i got there are you were basically like "fuck you" and you know what? That makes me feel like shit...Britty you are killing him and that isnt fair to me and him...its to the point were ( Read more... )

yeah said what I needed to..didnt work out so well...I hurt a lot of people especially the one I really care about...I also hurt myself...I am so stupid...man...oh well...I wish Steve would come outta all this ok...This whole situation isnt gonna hurt you...Ruthy and you werent together long enough for anything detromental to happen...and you knew ( Read more... )

wow...help me..I am almost gone...my light has almost completely burnt out...its gone..

please please please pray..

So yeah...the last couple days havent been so great...I have just had a lot of crap on my mind...I spilled my guts to a lot of people...maybe it wasnt best it caused a lot of drama...and I dont want him mad at me...I dont think I could deal with that...but I dont know what else to do...I just cant hold it in anymore...I mean I am so effing confused ( Read more... )

Oay so I came clean with what was making me feel so bad....and it didnt help any...I am still stuck here crying....wishig I could change things and make them better...hoping I could change how I felt...wishin I knew who I was....yeah I am fucked...

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Unspoken words are killing me...but they dont do justice for the feeling of intensity ( Read more... )