The last few weeks have been so crazy, but I am glad my questions were answered, what a relief. I realized how much I really do want to spend forever with Jon and have his babies. Kind of a bizarre thing that I almost never thought possible, like the idea of staying with someone until you die. That is kind of a daunting thought, but I guess for at ( Read more... )

I hate my job.

Here I am typing away on livejournal when I should really be doing paperwork. I am just not motivated to sit down and do any of it. It gets to a point where it just builds and builds and you say "fuck it". Who really goes back and reads all clinician's progress notes to see what we talked about? What sense of anything can you really get from a ( Read more... )

Life is surely becoming quite monotous. Get up, go to work, come home, eat dinner, go to the gym/watch tv, go to bed and get up and do it again. Is that what my life has come to at age 23? I am surely not doing this until I retire, OMG. I was seriously considering the other day becoming a school social worker. That way when Jon becomes a teacher we ( Read more... )

I guess it is pretty apparent that the seasons are definitely changing. What gave it away? The fact that I have been fighting off a horrible cold for almost a week, or that I am wearing long sleeves? Despite those two things I actually really like the fall. It brings back good memories and I enjoy the change in scenery. Now if snow never came after ( Read more... )

I am looking forward to the week drawing to a close. No matter what, by the end of tomorrow I will be running away for the weekend with the love of my life. Paperwork can wait, laundry can wait, phone calls can wait, dishes can wait, etc etc etc ( Read more... )

So glad it is a Friday. I have been so tired this week and I worked late yesterday so it was really hard to get up this morning. I am very excited for the weekend because A) I have both Saturday AND Sunday off for the first time in two weeks because I was working at detox the last couple weekends and B) Jon and I are going to Boston for a Red Sox ( Read more... )

I am so frustrated and have come to the conclusion that I am definitely not doing outpatient therapy forever, it sucks. I can't believe I am saying this, but I kind of wish I was still in school. I am so nerdy.

My cousin is going to jail for 6 months for selling heroin and marijuana. He had 15 oz of marijuana in his car and 1/2 oz of heroin. What?!? My aunt and uncle are having a going away party for him. What?!? We were always the "weird cousins" because we lived in the city. Excuse me your child is going to prison and were the weird ones of the family. ( Read more... )

 I wonder if I really know what I'm doing or if I am just good at faking it?