i took my black string off. well, black bandana replacement for string that was on for a year and a half.

i have to move on, i can't keep dwelling on the past. time to grow up.

this is one of those times where you just want to curl up and die.

hah, i like this ( Read more... )

i absolutely hate not working. now all i do is sit around, get fatter, and wait for people to call me/try to get in touch with people. i could be getting paid for this! hell, i'm even sleeping now, and that sucks.

i've come to terms with the fact that i got served. bad. i keep telling myself that i'm not going to let anyone rope me in anymore, i'm gonna cool off, get my shit together, deal with myself before i deal with others, etc. it's so hard and lonely.

back home in virginia ( Read more... )

i fucking hate it when people tell me that they think i'm too good for them ( Read more... )

kristine and i are gonna eat so much shit.

as long as i have chrome bars!

ps michael jackson and the terrorist are going DOWN.

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feeling better. thanks beatles + lauren speranza. [lets go tip some cows.]

oh, but i lied. yesterday wasn't my last cigarette. i bought another pack today. so much for that.

can't win them all.