wow, beena while since i updated this mofo, so i decided to update, nothing is going on here, just being bored, i have an EOM meeting this sunday, we are taking pics and eating and stuff, joy. nothing to interesting though, i hope everyones summer is going good, mines been ok... i guess.... tjs been over for...a week ana half and he doesnt go home ( Read more... )

well, i in a lil bit ofa better mood i guess, well this is gonna be short, im just tired, so yeah, im waitn on tj to get here, so i gonna go, i talking to aimee, so bye!

i dont know what in the hell is wrong with my mom, but after roses party, which was really fun, the pizza got there late and she called and was waiting outside and she said to get out there and we couldnt finish eating and i was getting really mad so when we got out there i told her i was mad and she was like ok tj when we get home get your shit ( Read more... )

well since my last two journals have officially been deleted, not by choice *grumbles*, heres one to make up for it. well, i think im doing a hell of a lot better. i havent cried recently, which is really good. i was really starting to be bothered by that. oh well, im doing better. so that is good. i just hope i can keep it up. i mean, me and my ( Read more... )

well, me, rose, aimee, and maggie are just sitting here in the library doing nothing, just updating journals...well, i for one am really bored. i hate going to school sometimes.. and you wont hear that from me very often. so dont get used to it i guess. well, me and my mom get into fights again, it sucks ass. im not used to it but damnit she wont ( Read more... )

SO HELP ME GOD, IF MY MOM TELLS ME ONE MORE TIME THAT I CAN DO BETTER THEN TJ, I WILL BLOW A FUCKING GASKET!!!! I DONT CARE HOW MUCH BETTER SHE THINKS I CAN GET, ITS NOT GOING TO AND I DONT CARE I PLAN TO STAY WITH HIM AS LONG AS FUCKING POSSIBLE. there ima lil better, not really, but hey, its a fucking start........ anyways that was this morning, ( Read more... )

well, i just realized probably the most important thing in my life. its like what rose said no too long ago, and it was that its getting harder and harder to see derek leave. and i know what shes talking about more and more each day that i watch tj leave... its hurts so much and i have recurring nightmares that scare the shit out of me. they are ( Read more... )

well, im back so soon, well i cant do shit on this computer... damn you computers!!!! well, im really bored yet very hyper at the same time... i dont get it... well i hope someone understands a hyper reeeetarded bored chick... i dont and this is me were talking about. well that just goes to show that you cant trust your own judgement sometimes... ( Read more... )

hello people wats up? im really bored... well, what have you all been up to lately? nothing here, yeah i know, really exciting isnt it? lol, well me, maggie, rose, brandon, and aimee should be coming. so yeah this is what we resorted to lately, coming to the school library to type and update, wht else is new though? NOTHING!! lol well im kinda ( Read more... )

well, i had an awesome ass time at jen's with everyone, but rose and derek werent there and we missed them dearly. i love you! lol, well, i was interesting to say the least. well, i better go, i'll post again later.