17th Teddy Bear [A Sad Accidental/Action] [forward-dated to tomorrow]

Jan 30, 2011 20:57

[Gracia's gone.

Elicia didn't expect such an impossible idea again, not after having to experience it a first time when she herself had first arrived without her mother. Despite the news and the tears that followed, she still went to school. Be brave, be strong; mama never cried in front of people. So she won't either. She sits through her classes, ( Read more... )

♦Coby, this is an awful post :(, ♦Selphie, ♦Vash, ♦Raine, ♦Mogget, ♦Winry, ♦Frey, ♦Lightning, ♦Nami, ♦Zan'nen, ♦Daisy, ♦Kaori, ♦Sanosuke, ♦Riku, ♦Papa, so so brave, ♦Tsuzuki, this is not a good day, mama is always right, ♦Kirimi

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[voice] seiriald January 31 2011, 20:50:18 UTC
Elicia, an'ria... [She may not be right next to her, but hearing the pain in her voice hurt.]

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Re: [voice] asobouyo February 1 2011, 01:20:58 UTC
[She looks at her journal, unsure of the voice for a moment.]

...Miss Kaori...?

[That was her, right?]

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[voice] seiriald February 1 2011, 01:50:23 UTC
It's me... [What could she say to a five-year-old? Then again... she was the same age when she lost her first mother.]

It's okay to cry, Elicia...

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Re: [voice] asobouyo February 1 2011, 04:38:01 UTC
[She continues to try to hold those tears in regardless, and though she might need comfort, she still worries... There's a long pause, where she's not quite sure.]

Do... you really like me, Miss Kaori...?

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[voice] seiriald February 1 2011, 05:06:09 UTC
[That question confuses her so much, why did she ask that?] Of course I do, Elicia. I like you very much...

[She said it so quickly, because she honestly meant it. Kaori can't lie about people she cares for.]

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Re: [voice] asobouyo February 1 2011, 05:15:53 UTC
[Her voice trembles a little.]

You think I'm 'dis-gusting'...

...You think mama and papa are, too... You said so...!

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[voice] seiriald February 1 2011, 05:24:01 UTC
No I don't... [Not Elicia, not Hughes. They were... kind. They hadn't taken advantage of her when she was vulnerable. They... she wanted to believe in people again.]

When did you hear me say that...?

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Re: [voice] asobouyo February 1 2011, 05:29:59 UTC
Y-you were talking to a weird person who didn't like us... You said people should fall, 'cause they're dis-gusting... You said you didn't like being around us...

[She makes a quiet, sad noise, wiping her eyes.]

I-if you didn't wanna be my friend... you just had t-to say...

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[voice] seiriald February 1 2011, 05:35:49 UTC
Elicia... [She wants to protect you and that innocence you still have, truly. The last thing she wanted was for you to become as filled with bitterness and hate as she is.

... Hearing that you think anything else is breaking her.] ... I don't have a lot of friends back home... they all disappear and never come back...

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Re: [voice] asobouyo February 1 2011, 07:25:53 UTC
...Why's that...?

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[voice] seiriald February 1 2011, 08:03:08 UTC
Because... because in my world, bad people hurt them. They take them away and they disappear. But we can't stop the bad people, and after so long, it's hard to know who really is a good person anymore because it hurts too much, and there's so many bad people.

We... have no choice but to let the bad people take away family and friends, and we never see them again. We're expected to smile... it hurts to smile and try to be happy when you're left all alone...

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Re: [voice] asobouyo February 1 2011, 08:07:12 UTC
B-but, if you think everyone's bad, then you'll never find people to be happy with! I'm not a bad person, right?! A-and I have lots of friends who'd be nice to you... Like Sanji-he healed a birdy and saved me from falling out of a tree... a-and Miss Raine! She's been teaching me all about stuff in school! And Mr. Locke... he got me a new bouncy ball when mine broke...

[She sniffles, wiping her eyes.]

S-so please don't hate me and my friends...! 'C-cause... we like you... and even if you don't like me, I'd always be your friend; that's what friends do! Y-you won't know that if you stay away from everybody...

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[voice] seiriald February 1 2011, 08:25:16 UTC
You're not a bad person, Elicia. I just... I don't want to hurt anymore. Even the good people who wanted to be my friends, the bad people took them away just because they were nice to me, and gave me something to eat instead of making me disappear, too... I got... scared of the good people I did find getting hurt.

I do want to be your friend, Elicia. I really do... [Why did this hurt so much?]

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Re: [voice] 1/2 asobouyo February 1 2011, 08:30:11 UTC
Even if I got hurt 'cause I was your friend, I'd never want to stop being yours! 'Cause I know you'd be my friend, even if you got hurt from that... I know...

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Re: [voice] asobouyo February 1 2011, 08:30:48 UTC
You're my definitely my friend, no matter what!

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[voice] seiriald February 1 2011, 08:39:35 UTC
[... Little girl you have no idea how much this means to her. To know how she felt about Humans, yet...] You really mean it, Elicia...?

[You won't disappear, too... right?]

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