what is retrospect. i realize i dont do it much. i hardly regress or express my personal thoughts and experiences. i just exist, keep breathing, sit. most of the ways i do communicate any deep kind of feelings or emotions are never verbal to the point that i sometimes wonder if anyone out there even ever understands me at all. i used to live very ( Read more... )

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when i go on a troop movement to somewhere like in the middle of nowhere pa i question what is this amplified desire i sense for everyone to be/act/look a certain way, whatever youre supposed to dress like or pay attention to to be a real man, always feeling like im so different isnt what is weird, but the fact that i am different being a big deal ( Read more... )

http://8tracks.com/asongcalledhope/and-now-for-something-different

damn you livejournal why cant i embed this

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