my chest hurts... its not so good

why is a summary execution so good?

weakishgrrlamefuckgay ...ugh... i have 48c in my bank account and 72c in my hand and everybody sucks a lot and the only thing that is keeping me from killing people is the alive we die cd fuuuuuuuuuuucking shiiiiiiiit ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh everything suuuucks ( Read more... )

i cant wait to record damn finally wednesday... i wanna go to atreyu/fata on sunday i think, who wants to come? ben?

...everything is beautiful when you dont look down

decoys like curves

living like life's going out of style... what?

so i went to see my grandparents today, my grandma had just gotten out of the hospital and i go over to see them... i walk in and my granda is playing "you are my sunshine" on the piano to her... they have been married over 50 years... my grandpa is metal

im making a pile of stuff right now that i can bring up to music-go-round, so far i have a Danelectro electric guitar(piss green) a Peavy 110 amp, hard shell acoustic case, a floor tom, rack tom, snare and bass drum and a trumpet with a hard case... im bringing in a giant jar of change to the bank and right now im on my way up to my dads to eat a ( Read more... )

i cant find any lyrics to explain how i feel but i know the descendents wrote them, theyre just somewhere... i dont know

school is lame... i want to go but yeah, money is pretty lame too. looks like im getting a place with some people or something for mad cheap and working at some lame store for a while, living a standard life without any benifits, struggling to get by like every other person and i couldnt feel any better, its nice to know that my life will be that ( Read more... )