I dont understand this unspoken competition or the control. Geeeez. I just want to love.

inferiority complex
-noun 1.Psychiatry. intense feeling of inferiority, producing a personality characterized either by extreme reticence or, as a result of overcompensation, by extreme aggressiveness. 2.lack of self-esteem; feeling of inadequacy; lack of self-confidence.
in·se·cure  
-adjective 1.subject to fears, doubts, etc.; not self-confident ( Read more... )

There was no progression, it just happened.

So it happened again.

I love you Pookie.

You know before it was as though the confidence burst out..  or so she heard. What happened to it? What happened to change it? I know it wasn't the temporary delay in your routine..  and im pretty sure it wasn't the loss of ..well: you know. It can't be her. Or could it ( Read more... )

1. How old will you be in five years?
23

2. Who did you spend at least three hours with yesterday?
uhhmmmmm my grandma. Christmas tree things.

3. How tall are you?
5' 5 1/2

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
um.. school?

5. What's the last movie you watched?
barn yard.

6. Who was the last person you called?
Dominic

7. Who was the last ( Read more... )

I know 100% in my mind what it is; it's just the cliched popularity statistics that bother me. I know I shouldn't let them but sometimes I just can't help it. Youth is ignorance right? Time for mistakes and learning from them: hopefully ( Read more... )

So I was going through old entries and I found this one.. 1, 2, 4, 5, 6, and 7 were changed because they did not apply anymore, even a little.

20) Be loved.
19) Learn to cook a French cuisine.
18) Own a german Shepard.
17) see the mm john mayer again.
16) see jimmy eat world again.
15) Have a peach tree in my own yard.
14) Make a scarf.
13) Have a ( Read more... )

False impressions given away by beauty gone to waste with a slight hint of regret. 
         Once the strong and almighty have fallen where else is there to go?

(A test of what is true)                                                                          Home.

Sun beams bursting from behind right? A slight misconception of the ( Read more... )

You're number 1

1) What's their full name?
Dominic Gregory Burtis

2)Do you trust them?
more than anyone else

3) Where did you meet them?
Ecology

4) How old were you when you first met?
I was 17 he was 18

5) Is this person one of your best friends?
The best

6) Say something that only makes sense to you and them.
Chub Chub..

7) Is this person older than you?
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1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you said?
I dont remember.

2. When is the next time you will make out?
Potentially December 6th 2007

3. What's a word that rhymes with "LUCK"?
duck

4. What's your favorite planet?
pluto, because yeah its a planet.

5. Who's the 4th person on your missed calls list?
heh, Dominic.

6. ( Read more... )