ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?!?????

so tonight my dad was giving me a ride home from work and he says "do you owe your mother money for rent from august?"

and i was like "yeah i do but i'm not going to pay her because ryan never pays her so honestly, why should i?" and then my dad says "well you have to take that up with your mother"

so we get home and my ( Read more... )

why am i letting questions like "i wonder what so and so would think if i did this?" influence the way i am viewing things?

it doesn't involve this person or these people.

yes their opinion matters to me but in reality, i shouldn't let it bother me in the least bit.

my decisions are my decisions and if certain people don't like them, then who the ( Read more... )

politics makes me sick sometimes.

it's fucking retarded that people won't vote for a certain person because the other party says bad things about them. but i guess that's america at it's finest. it's filled with idiots.

i was reading an article earlier and it was about why people vote the way they do and it said this... "For both the 2000 and 2004 ( Read more... )

i would go into detail about my last entry but i won't :p

there's just somethings that are better left unknown by others. at least for now...over the years i've come to realize it's better not to talk about things before i have actually had a chance to think about it all.

anyways. things have been better the past few days. still have no "solution" ( Read more... )

this week has been hell. pure hell. for various reasons.

sometimes i just want a new life and everything.

i'm so depressed and i feel so alone and pathetic. things could be worse...they really could

like i just don't get it.. i just want things to be back to the way they were before all of this happened and i know what i need to do...but i'm afraid ( Read more... )

it's funny though cuz i haven't listened to copeland in like a few weeks and then i do and i start crying.

i hate hormones

You don't have to be ashamed

'Cause you're a miracle through and through
Oh, and you don't have to be ashamed
Of the miracle inside of you

What has love become?
(What has love become?)
It's not like we used to hear in those old ( Read more... )

oh man the next couple of weeks are going to change my life completely.
i've never been as scared of anything as i am right now.
:(

but i guess if there's a time to grow up...i'd rather have it be sooner than later.

so i've decided that i'm going to go for my A+ certification in the spring ( Read more... )

OMG
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?

i am silenty freaking out about something that i shouldn't even care about.

i'm the one that's supposed to be having a happy ending...right??
then wtf?

i think god(if he exists) hates me.

or maybe i was just wrong when i assumed that he would lead a horrible miserable life.

so i think all of you will be happy to hear that i finally got my permit.
yes, it's about time i grow up and conquer my fear of driving.

oh and i'm gonna start packing today. yay. :)
i honestly can't wait to move out and start something different.
it gives me something to look forward to.

!! :)
<3 ( Read more... )